Hmm, who knew. According to Myers-Briggs at least, I'm an extravert. That would explain a lot... but it's certainly unexpected.
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Well, I think I'm finally to a place I can sit alone and think and enjoy myself, rather than running around trying to distract myself from feeling horrible. Thank you all in all your help from that, I don't know I would have made it without you.
I keep thinking I'll take a while to hibernate, but I know I can't resist your myriad charms...
I keep thinking I'll take a while to hibernate, but I know I can't resist your myriad charms...
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dovienya:
That's great! Somehow or another over the past couple years, I've gotten myself there, too. Of course, that's not saying I dont get cabin fever if I'm cooped up by myself too long. 
catdad:
Thanks. It isn't like I need a great singing voice. I sing as an emotional outlet more than anything. It isn't sad, really. If I was a singer for a living it would be different.
Glad you've found a centered place.
Glad you've found a centered place.
What's your most secret romantic notion?
Me, I have this thing about singing in front of people. Can't do it, freeze up and no sounds come out, unless I'm singing totally gooberifically. I seem to be accruing a rather absurd number of friends who are karaoke rockstars, which means it's an everpresent possibility for me to join in.
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Me, I have this thing about singing in front of people. Can't do it, freeze up and no sounds come out, unless I'm singing totally gooberifically. I seem to be accruing a rather absurd number of friends who are karaoke rockstars, which means it's an everpresent possibility for me to join in.
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estrada:
First: just let go. I sing horribly but enjoy myself up there.
Second: really I just like to cuddle that's about it. Having someone just stay there for awhile without anything else going on.
Second: really I just like to cuddle that's about it. Having someone just stay there for awhile without anything else going on.
samling:
and estrada is very cuddly and sweet and gives AMAZING hugs. sorry, had to add that after reading that.
what if you started by going to bars and singing at kareoke where NO ONE is going to know you? and see how you do? because you'll never see those people again, so if you do freeze or struggle with a song, it won't be so bad? work into maybe singing in front of your very trusted friends, who support you no matter what?
i shake when i get in front of people to sing sometimes, even people i've sang in front of a million times. like, visibly knocking knees, arms shaking kind of stuff.
my romance? oh i don't know. to find a guy as cool as Aegir, or Estrada on the inside, except that they'd be attracted to me.
what if you started by going to bars and singing at kareoke where NO ONE is going to know you? and see how you do? because you'll never see those people again, so if you do freeze or struggle with a song, it won't be so bad? work into maybe singing in front of your very trusted friends, who support you no matter what?
i shake when i get in front of people to sing sometimes, even people i've sang in front of a million times. like, visibly knocking knees, arms shaking kind of stuff.
my romance? oh i don't know. to find a guy as cool as Aegir, or Estrada on the inside, except that they'd be attracted to me.
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strongmad:
Maybe it's some sort of pilates for pirates! We're all modern and stuff.
So does that mean I'm not picking you up for prom now?
(and thank you for your sweet comments in the unsaid thread
)
So does that mean I'm not picking you up for prom now?
(and thank you for your sweet comments in the unsaid thread
)
estrada:
Well I did live there for 2 years.
What one thing do you most want in your life right now? What do you most want to happen?
Update: Well, there was a big one for me - one of my papers has been accepted, I'll apparently be presenting at the ber AV geek conference this fall.
Update: Well, there was a big one for me - one of my papers has been accepted, I'll apparently be presenting at the ber AV geek conference this fall.
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miloryan:
I will give you your prize soon.
lalindaloca:
WoooooHoooo!
The Rod Stewart in Austin gig came through!!!
I wish you all the safe comfort in the world, m'dear. The planets are lining up!
The Rod Stewart in Austin gig came through!!!
I wish you all the safe comfort in the world, m'dear. The planets are lining up!
Man oh man. Went to go see Sisters of Mercy Friday, that was a concert like no other. I'm reasonably sure there were a couple people on stage, which may or may not have included Andrew Eldritch. Whoever he was, he made a hell of a lot of muppet noises. I ingested more fog than is probably entirely advised. And definitely more booze than was...
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miloryan:
Haha, I just noticed you left me a testimonial! I keep forgetting that tab is even there. Thanks for that. I'm trying to figure out how to shrink my friends page and then make it so I can see all the recent journals but I aint so bright.
brokenbeatnik:
Hey, don't get it twisted . . . I just got done with The Time Travellers Wife and Symptomatic and have a couple of books in the hopper.
Not that there's anything wrong with cooling out with Rails (to know it is to love it), but I'm not one to dork out along that particular axis overmuch if it's not going to make me money. Ruby is a tripped out language though, it's actually beautiful. Read Why's Poignant Guide and see a taste of it. I've only read the first couple of chapters, but it's clearly a work of genius (though admittedly a bit twisted).
. . . I just got done with The Time Travellers Wife and Symptomatic and have a couple of books in the hopper.
Not that there's anything wrong with cooling out with Rails (to know it is to love it), but I'm not one to dork out along that particular axis overmuch if it's not going to make me money. Ruby is a tripped out language though, it's actually beautiful. Read Why's Poignant Guide and see a taste of it. I've only read the first couple of chapters, but it's clearly a work of genius (though admittedly a bit twisted).
Well, apparently the whole recubing debacle pissed off the right people, and now I have my double-wide back again.
I'm apparently shy of 3' of desk space now, but I'm pretty sure that's what I'd have been shy of with the smaller cube anyway. And now I don't have to rearrange my desk, theoretically. I can just put stuff back more or less where it...
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I'm apparently shy of 3' of desk space now, but I'm pretty sure that's what I'd have been shy of with the smaller cube anyway. And now I don't have to rearrange my desk, theoretically. I can just put stuff back more or less where it...
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prockgirlscout:
Teach me that trick sometime, would ya? 
miloryan:
Paint and brush's for my old skateboards. I'm trying to restore them. I just put up pics of my collection ( and a bunch of other stuff). Go check em' out. What did you do last night?
Yet again, working from home as the cube is still a shambles. The cats are totally sated, and have actually been leaving me be for several hours in a row now. Phew!
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automatic:
Man- You is so populart! You say stuff aboot cuticles and kitty and you gets da million comments!
So, anyway.
Did ya hit up the pirate action (or actimication as I prefer to say)?
Oh, and when is the dig of the shin?
Right. Okay. I think I got all that nonsense outta me now?
So when you gonna be social again!?!
Bee's Knees = Lysa
-Nate
So, anyway.
Did ya hit up the pirate action (or actimication as I prefer to say)?
Oh, and when is the dig of the shin?
Right. Okay. I think I got all that nonsense outta me now?
So when you gonna be social again!?!
Bee's Knees = Lysa
-Nate
hypoxian:
You are becoming one of my favorite people here. Why are you so sweet? 
Hooray, indulging in a moment of nestiness. I'm sure it won't last long, I haven't managed to stay in 2 nights running since I moved into this place. Sheesh. I keep expecting the cats to revolt one of these days. I'd make it a goal to actually do that, but there's always some compelling excuse not to. Like, not dying of boredom.
Hmm, that might...
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timmy:
It's the problem with all the Cold War stories. People keep having to update them with current events and technology.
V was bad for that since it's all about the message and not the story. They spent 10 minutes covering Guy Fawkes but they couldn't add an extra 10 for Thatcher and a nuclear war? Would have been just as easy.
V was bad for that since it's all about the message and not the story. They spent 10 minutes covering Guy Fawkes but they couldn't add an extra 10 for Thatcher and a nuclear war? Would have been just as easy.
automatic:
Wait... So you are having a party of only a few cool people to just hang out with you and be silly and keep you company- and god forbid- get to know you better! My God! I'm sooooo in!
Destiny: the ultimate destination
For wherever the wind carries you, you will always be home.
The seeking is better than the sought
Everything's possible if you just lose your mind to it
With a little luck...you won't find what you're looking for
Crisis is a rite of passage
Do not accept this reality
The circus last night was freaking phenomenal. Yesterday I ate orchids and...
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For wherever the wind carries you, you will always be home.
The seeking is better than the sought
Everything's possible if you just lose your mind to it
With a little luck...you won't find what you're looking for
Crisis is a rite of passage
Do not accept this reality
The circus last night was freaking phenomenal. Yesterday I ate orchids and...
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automatic:
Mmmmm... pigskins...
Sorry, forgot what I was gonna say when I saw catdads comment...
Sorry, forgot what I was gonna say when I saw catdads comment...
hypnogogic:
Slightly confused by your comment in my journal.............. 
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