Sunday Apr 15, 2007

0

SPOILERS! (Click to view)
Well, turns out my mom's tumor is cancerous too. It's all just a huge waste of time. Finances, making myself a better person, trying to improve my body, huge waste of time. My body is a toxic time bomb and my only hope is to be a food nazi and go to the doctor and get poked and prodded until it's time to get chopped up again and filled full of toxic chemicals. Gee, maybe I'll be positive, maybe I'll be the first one in 3 generations it won't hit. In this world full of toxins where my hippy, no-drug-taking, tofu-eating mom even gets it. I'm fucking tired.

VIEW 3 of 3 COMMENTS
catdad:
You are at least armed with the foreknowledge that it may come some day. Having your finances, health, and life straightened out will make dealing with it much easier if it comes to that. There's a lot to enjoy between now and when or IF it becomes an issue. Yeah, being positive will help, too. {hug}
babyblue:
I agree with catdad. And, although I don't consider myself overly hippie, despite my upbringing, I firmly believe in the mind-body connection. Try to stay positive about the situation, because getting dragged down only makes everything worse.

Yuck, such trite advice. I'm sorry. We need to hang out soon!

More Blogs

  • 5

    Saturday Nov 25, 2006

    This has been a weekend of fun, adventure, and living like a teenager…
  • 9

    Tuesday Nov 21, 2006

    Ever get to feeling that every making moment is going into routine ma…
  • 10

    Saturday Nov 18, 2006

    Got to hang out with Dear Old Dad yesterday, since traffic in NE port…
  • 8

    Tuesday Nov 14, 2006

    I'm so contented right now. Once again I'm greeting fall with my usu…
  • 6

    Saturday Nov 11, 2006

    I miss the boy. Hansel made me all misty-eyed last night for future …
  • 11

    Thursday Nov 09, 2006

    A room full of women screaming with joy and rolling on the floor …
  • 6

    Tuesday Nov 07, 2006

    Dammit, cat woke me up. Now I gotta post myself back to sleep. It's…
  • 1

    Saturday Nov 04, 2006

    I see a bug in the house. Big, creepy bug. It takes me a good hour …
  • 2

    Thursday Nov 02, 2006

    I think the best part of the inevitable bitchy sinuses come fall, is …
  • 8

    Monday Oct 30, 2006

    If the last few years have taught me anything, sometimes the worst ca…