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....to hang out with your friends?

...to choose friends over a person who is about to ditch you if you walk into that party?

...to have this person leave you right outside of the friend's apartment, not even minutes after agreeing to go to that friend's place to chill?

...to let this person know that you and your friends feel insulted by HIS (not my) course of action?

...to make you feel guilty about being out with people that you rarely get to see ever all in one place, all while this person made the conscience descision (not by any suggestion but his own) to leave you and not even attempt to meet these people while in your company, like you both agreed to not even 10 minutes before?

...to let the person understand that this childish action will not stand along with this martyrdom?

...to have this person drag your dear dear friend (that lives with you!) in the middle of this and not understand what to do?

...to sever ties with a person that you were not prepared to handle?

This is not a bump in the road. This is not a rough patch. We're not together! This is a honest to God need to end anything before it becomes a emotional nightmare proving that I wish Darwinism was entirely true (so I wouldn't get into this mess.) I fucking hate children. Why do i want to date one? God, i'm so fucking mean. But you know what? I have reverted back to saying, "really? That's nice, but I don't really care that much."

I really wish i was still with my emotionless and rude counterpart. He doesn't even understand how much he mattered. He really did more for me that he will ever know, that bastard. That selfish, wonderful bastard. mad
caffeinemonkey:
Sorry that happened to you. That was not a cool thing to ditch you. I am guilty of the same thing. I once left a girl at a bar with no money, no phone and no ride. And it was over pretty much nothing. You are right very childish. And dangerious. I left her drunk and with no resources. Luckily the people she went to for help were cool. This was a long time ago but I still feel guilty about it.
I don't know if you and your were drunk. But it seems we all do stupid things we regret later when we are drunk. He sounds like someone you really care for. I hope you guys can work things out and be friends. But often it is best just to move on.
Good luck.
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