I haven't been having a very good day, or yesterday really. And im sad. Here's what happened.
Last night my boyfriend's friend Jason called him up and asked him to go to Mississippi with him to get his sister and her two kids cuz they cant get out. So of course when Jon tells me this i freaked out and said that was a bad idea cuz its dangerous and i was scared for him to go.
Well they couldnt rent an SUV or truck last night so they decided to go early this morning. I slept over at Jons and we sat on his roof and played with sparklers and looked at the stars. It was really romantic, but it made me cry. I was so worried he would get shot or something or get the van broken in to or something horrible.
Of course I worry because I love him. So anyway Jason called Jon at 8 this morning and we went to pick him up and they got a rental SUV and i had to go to work at 10 so it was really depressing saying goodbye. I'm the kind of person that always thinks of the worst possible situations, so naturally i was crying like crazy.
Then i got to work and everyone was asking what was wrong and why i was crying and i just didn't feel like talking to anyone so i went in the bathroom and cried more. I felt better a little later, and my manager and everyone was being really nice to me.
I also got to leave early
i was supposed to be there til 4:30 but i got out at 2:30. So now im sitting here waiting for Jon to text me, but he also forgot to charge up his phone so i probably wont be able to talk to him a lot. I miss him and I want him back home now.
Hopefully everything will turn out ok. I just cant stop worrying until he's back safe in his apartment with me. I need a shower though since I just got off work. I'll load some pictures soon if I figure out how to put them in a folder on here. I have them on my computer I just gotta find out how to get them into the journal.
Last night my boyfriend's friend Jason called him up and asked him to go to Mississippi with him to get his sister and her two kids cuz they cant get out. So of course when Jon tells me this i freaked out and said that was a bad idea cuz its dangerous and i was scared for him to go.
Well they couldnt rent an SUV or truck last night so they decided to go early this morning. I slept over at Jons and we sat on his roof and played with sparklers and looked at the stars. It was really romantic, but it made me cry. I was so worried he would get shot or something or get the van broken in to or something horrible.
Of course I worry because I love him. So anyway Jason called Jon at 8 this morning and we went to pick him up and they got a rental SUV and i had to go to work at 10 so it was really depressing saying goodbye. I'm the kind of person that always thinks of the worst possible situations, so naturally i was crying like crazy.
Then i got to work and everyone was asking what was wrong and why i was crying and i just didn't feel like talking to anyone so i went in the bathroom and cried more. I felt better a little later, and my manager and everyone was being really nice to me.
I also got to leave early
i was supposed to be there til 4:30 but i got out at 2:30. So now im sitting here waiting for Jon to text me, but he also forgot to charge up his phone so i probably wont be able to talk to him a lot. I miss him and I want him back home now.
Hopefully everything will turn out ok. I just cant stop worrying until he's back safe in his apartment with me. I need a shower though since I just got off work. I'll load some pictures soon if I figure out how to put them in a folder on here. I have them on my computer I just gotta find out how to get them into the journal.