everyone else gets to see their someone special soon, and fucking brag.
ive been dying for a wedding band (since my hand says im only engaged) and one wife got a new band, and new engagement ring and bragged about the weight and the fact that it's not a shitty pre-arranged... Read More
hang in there sister... there is light at that fucking end of the tunnel but it is a tunnel and it sucks I know.... big hug and a little strength are being sent to you...
Aly,
You see that you guys are stressed because his job fucking blows. Fuck those other wives, these are the bitches you want to complain about? Please half of the them are prolly fucking other people right now and putting on a smiley face. Fuck their stupid husbands that can't do their fucking jobs so Hubs has to work harder.
You are going to last this deployment, he loves you and you love him.
Find a way to de stress away from him, to get your mind clear on the things you can control. God I wish I could give you a quick fix, and solve everything. I knew you weren't doing okay but I didn't have an idea.
This deployment isn't going to last forever, and really that whole pep talk is really just bullshit because you've heard it before.
If I could I would grab your face and look at you square in the eyes and tell you:
You've got this woman, you're strong, you're an Army wife trying the best she damn well can. His leave isn't that far away okay? Focus on you right now, because I promise you when you find that way to de stress in the mean time things will get better. I'm going out on a limb and saying everything is just building on top of each other and you're reaching your breaking point.
Step back and just say fuck it all. Get your head focused on your husband and not those stupid bitches of other army wives. Right there is half your stress. I swear to f-ing god I want to find these women and stalk them on facebook just to tell them what bitches they are. Take each day as it comes babe.
I know things will get better for you, and you're just waiting for the upswing now.
And you know what. right now fuck Hubs for being a fuckscrew, he's upset because you look sad? Why doesn't he look at the face of a guy who just found out his wife was boning someone else. I'd take a sad look from a caring wife over that any day.
i love you woman. I'm really a message away, but I'm not going to bug you about it.
Quick update:
I have successfully transported my two baby boys to my new home until my father is able to take them in at his new place in Denver.
Ringo and Butters have spent the last half hour creeping my house and being silly. Butters spent 15 minutes laying in the litterbox (not pooping) after cuddling with Reekie for a few minutes. lol.
Ringo hid... Read More
I love Butters lol he's one of my favorite characters on South Park. and girl you need to get on xbox! It took me foreverrr to beat fable 2 but I just took my sweet time playing it. fable 3 seems like a pretty short game comparatively.
Fable is pretty awesome, one word of advice w/ Fable III, if you get hitched in game, do NOT move your family to the castle. The game will glitch and delete your spouse. Safest place to have them live is Brightwall Village (or the hunting lodge for folks who read this and got the collector's ed)
I'm still alive. I am not ignoring anyone, and I check the site regularly, but I've been having a rough time lately.
November is a bitch of a month, even though I fucking love Thanksgiving.
I've spent my birthdays being ignored/mistreated/disappointed. I don't like them. When my father DID plan a party for me, I had to clean the house for... Read More
sister... I'm going to send you a big hug and hope you get it and it helps with the hard time you are having... I guess we really should appreciate the time we have with people when they are around.
happy belated birthday. the internet goes off and on for days at a time......after reading your blog i tried to think of something to say but shit like that its hard to say something to make the feelings better. just know that there are people on here who care about you and hope you feel better as i do. your a military wife and you have so much more to deal with than the reg wife. i hope that you get to talk to your husband soon and the fight gets resolved soon. that was alot for you to share with us. wish i had the strength to do what you did opening up your feelings
Thank you all for the birthday wishes.
It's been rough since yesterday morning, and it's hardly getting any better.
It's nice to be hanging out with Reekie, but my phone won't stop ringing and my mother is really desperate for my attention today. =/
Thanks to a bad night and some car issues (hard to explain) I won't be going anywhere tonight or tomorrow. I'm... Read More
My birthday is Saturday. I share it with Rosaleigh and Wit kinda cool.
Apparently I share it with a lovely female member as well.
Today is my good friend gigabrain's birthday.
Yesterday was Carrina's and she deserved a MUCH better birthday than she got. I have hardly spoken to her before, but god knows I've been creeping her for ages. She's one of... Read More
wait...I just read your comment. If you have a girl crush on me....and Reekie wants to have my kids....and you have a gun......god this is going to be a fun night. Hah! <3
It's Veteran's Day.
It's my first Veteran's Day as the WIFE of a vet.
As much as I want to say thank you, and write out a long paragraph about how thankful I am for EVERYTHING......
Going through my first deployment with my husband, and hearing so many thank yous already for being the wife of a vet.....
HAving served myself, you have the harder job. He does what he does out of pride and respect, but love alone is what keeps you standing strong waiting for him to return. When veteran's day comes around, I raise a glass to all the spouses, they are the ones forgotten, and tehirs is a harder burden to bear, never knowing when they will see a loved one again. And I know he needs you as much as you will ever need him, having someone to come home to is what makes it all worth while.
A few things because I'm still super busy, and since this is my first night to relax....I'm busy getting hammered with Reekie.
1) I'm still alive.
2) I'm happily moved into Illinois and my home looks AMAZING. Except for the dining room full of boxes of hubby's clothes and work shit.
3) My birthday is coming up. I'm supposed to spend it in Chicago at... Read More
just you and me we may be 20 thousand miles away but i can see you and baby baby you can see me. gotta love nsync. unless thats not what you meant by digital digital get down.
EDIT: I just realized this is the longest blog ever written.....ever. Sorry about that.
This is my last full post until Nov 1st or afterwards. MOVING SUCKS. Well, packing everything, wrapping things in bubble wrap (I love bubble wrap) and newspaper (newspaper makes my fingers itchy) and walking around your apartment through the maze of boxes.....I feel like a mouse and my cheese is the... Read More
I have killer news!!!
Today my boss gave me off the 21st AND promised not to schedule me on the 20th any later than 4pm.
...So it's all systems go for me to finally, FINALLY hanging with you and The Reekster on the 20th! Ahhhh! I'm so friggin excited!
Hope you're doing well, sexy woman.
Deep breaths, the moving will be over soon and you can relax. lol
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You see that you guys are stressed because his job fucking blows. Fuck those other wives, these are the bitches you want to complain about? Please half of the them are prolly fucking other people right now and putting on a smiley face. Fuck their stupid husbands that can't do their fucking jobs so Hubs has to work harder.
You are going to last this deployment, he loves you and you love him.
Find a way to de stress away from him, to get your mind clear on the things you can control. God I wish I could give you a quick fix, and solve everything. I knew you weren't doing okay but I didn't have an idea.
This deployment isn't going to last forever, and really that whole pep talk is really just bullshit because you've heard it before.
If I could I would grab your face and look at you square in the eyes and tell you:
You've got this woman, you're strong, you're an Army wife trying the best she damn well can. His leave isn't that far away okay? Focus on you right now, because I promise you when you find that way to de stress in the mean time things will get better. I'm going out on a limb and saying everything is just building on top of each other and you're reaching your breaking point.
Step back and just say fuck it all. Get your head focused on your husband and not those stupid bitches of other army wives. Right there is half your stress. I swear to f-ing god I want to find these women and stalk them on facebook just to tell them what bitches they are.
I know things will get better for you, and you're just waiting for the upswing now.
And you know what. right now fuck Hubs for being a fuckscrew, he's upset because you look sad? Why doesn't he look at the face of a guy who just found out his wife was boning someone else. I'd take a sad look from a caring wife over that any day.
i love you woman. I'm really a message away, but I'm not going to bug you about it.