alula

ok explination for my 2am entry..


last night was my sister's graduation party...tons of friends and family were over..

and of course people were dirnking wine and beer and w/e other kinda booze we had here..

so ema nd my friend karen went up to my room and she feel asleep right away, bt i wasnt tired to i was on the computer..

around 1am i went downstairs so i could get myself a cookie..

when i got to the bottem of the stairs i saw the light was on, and i looked into the living room..

there on the couch was my dad and my aunt, legs wrapped around eahcother laying down and making out..(aunt = dad's bro's ex wife)..

i yelled 'wtf' and my dad just rolls over and says 'hi molly'...

i go upstairs yelling 'oh hell no' over and over..then i wake my mom up and tell ehr wat i saw,...

i ended up in my bathroom pretty much the whole night crying uncontrolabley..i almost threw up a few times..

my mom cmae in and tried to comfort me but it only made things worse cuz she was acting like it was no big deal..

my dad lied to her and siad that it was 'just a little drunken kiss'...which is bullshit cuz they were fucking all over eachotehr with they're legs wrapped around eachother and full on hardcore making out..

my mom still is acting like its ok...but its not!!

i dont care that they were both drinking thats no excuse..

apparently in the morning my aunt didnt even remember...my mom said she came into my moms room and gave her a hug goodbye..

by dad even left a note for me in the morning syaing how sorry he was and that he's going to quit drinking..(he's copying my brother-in-law that got in a car accident that totalled the car..hasnt had a drink since)..

i talked ot my mom and we made a deal..the only way i will even try to forgive him is if i can hang out with my homie mike..(they hate him for no reason)..

so yeah, thats my expilnation...
its been a really rough day..
i'll try to talk about happy things next time..

Molly