altaris

Someone please tell me why I give a damn about what my X says about me. This is going to bug the fuck out of me until I can figure this out. I thought I was completely fine but apparently not. Right now I need cuddles and lots of them. I feel like curling up in a ball and crying for hours upon end. Maybe the milk and cookies will drown my sorros because the shmirnoff and the crown royal didn't do shit... maybe cookies and milk will do it. Iunno though I have really bad luck lately and i'm afraid that i'll drive Jordan away and that's the last thing i'd ever want to do.