Are you happy that your driving me to suicide
Are you happy that i'm already dead inside.
You told me there was nothing I could do.
No matter how much I wanted to be with you
Chorus:
You don't seem to realize how much I do love you
I want to beg you there's gotta be something I can do
This bottle of sleeping pills by my side
Will let me know for a few moments that i'm alive.
Maybe when i'm gone you'll see
How much you wanted to be with me
Living is pointless without you here
I've already lived through my greatest fear
There's nothing left for me
That is what i've come to see.
Chorus:
You don't seem to realize how much I do love you
I want to beg you there's gotta be something I can do
This bottle of sleeping pills by my side
Will let me know for a few moments that i'm alive.
Maybe when i'm gone you'll see
How much you wanted to be with me
Just leave me here to die
I wish I could have said goodbye
Chorus:
You don't seem to realize how much I do love you
I want to beg you there's gotta be something I can do
This bottle of sleeping pills by my side
Will let me know for a few moments that i'm alive.
Maybe when i'm gone you'll see
How much you wanted to be with me
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I wrote this around last June, I was in a very dark place at the time and it helped me get through it. Also it only took 5 mins to write and its the best song lyrics I have ever written.
Are you happy that i'm already dead inside.
You told me there was nothing I could do.
No matter how much I wanted to be with you
Chorus:
You don't seem to realize how much I do love you
I want to beg you there's gotta be something I can do
This bottle of sleeping pills by my side
Will let me know for a few moments that i'm alive.
Maybe when i'm gone you'll see
How much you wanted to be with me
Living is pointless without you here
I've already lived through my greatest fear
There's nothing left for me
That is what i've come to see.
Chorus:
You don't seem to realize how much I do love you
I want to beg you there's gotta be something I can do
This bottle of sleeping pills by my side
Will let me know for a few moments that i'm alive.
Maybe when i'm gone you'll see
How much you wanted to be with me
Just leave me here to die
I wish I could have said goodbye
Chorus:
You don't seem to realize how much I do love you
I want to beg you there's gotta be something I can do
This bottle of sleeping pills by my side
Will let me know for a few moments that i'm alive.
Maybe when i'm gone you'll see
How much you wanted to be with me
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I wrote this around last June, I was in a very dark place at the time and it helped me get through it. Also it only took 5 mins to write and its the best song lyrics I have ever written.
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nexttuesday:
yay runpunalpha!
runpunalpha:
Sometimes I start with the music and then fashion words to it , but usually I start with the lyrics. Check out my site if you want www.pavlovsman.com/ The recordings are pretty raw, but it at least gets the music out there.