Well its time to do a quick update here. thank you to all who sent good wishes and understood what i am going thru right now. Things are not going much better. the biggest thing right now is my mom is really hard on me about not standing up to my boss and telling him to put me to work or ill head to another... Read More
this is a warning before you read this blog. it is deep, dark, disturbing. it is spoilered but be warned. it will be not to your liking. i am writing this blog to sort things out between me and myself. comments are always welcomed
I feel just as you described quite often. I don't post about it in detail here because, in the wired I am Eirian and Eirian is the happy, fun me. I am pretty anti-social in real life. I hope you feel better...just wanted to say, I am with ya. ~Hug~
Eirian
Also, are you or have you considered going to a psychiatrist or a therapist? It can't hurt to look into it, I feel obligated to say this out of concern and as a therapist, in training.
Hey all! just a quick update here before i head out into the city once again hehehe.
Thank you all for the wonderful birthday wishes!!!! it did make me feel really warm and fuzzy inside **yeah yeah i know hehe** but i do appreicate it greatly.
My bday started pretty good (i got to play WoW for the morning) but then i got called out... Read More
New blog time. Im feeling a bit hmm not sure what the word is so here we go. sorry in advance of the rambling but ill spoilier it so you dont have to read the whole thingnote there will be a few things in this that MAY upset you or disgust you. These are only MY thoughts on this and what has happened in... Read More
Aaaawww thankyou sweetheart I've missed you so much too It's good to be back *big hugs*
There is just so much to say about this blog The time thing is scary I remember when i was a kid i didn't know what to do with myself i would sit around bored wishing for the time to pass now i just wish it would stand still for a little while and let me catch up with everything i can't beleive where the time is going if only i could go back 20 years i would have made so much more of the short precious time that we have but it's too late for that so i guess i'm just gonna have to do it now
The child abuse just disgusts me I'm with you there is just no need for this to be happening whatsoever there is no excuse I won't write too much cos it makes me angry
And lastly You will get a girlfriend i promise and every word i am saying to you is what i genuinley beleive I wouldn't say it otherwise Anyone that calls you a BBoF is a wanker and not worthy of your time There will always be idiots like this please try your very best to ignore them I know it's hard but it's so untrue listen to the people who love you You are such a lovley guy that is the most important thing You've just got to keep on being yourself and a girlfriend will come along when the time is right Please don't go changing for anyone except yourself Your the most important person
I'm so sorry i missed your birthday hun but i'm sending you a massive birthday hug and a kiss
god my birthday is a few days away. i hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate my birthday. i dont mind others but mine just suck the big one!!!!! work is slow but sounds like its going to pick up again oct 1. anyway sorry this is a crappy blog today. just not really up for writing anything fun. damn starting to... Read More
Morning everyone **or evening where ever you may be** i thought i would update this blog as i have been pretty bad in keeping it up to date.
Work is going ok. Having a few small problems with personal but nothing that i cant handle. I have not been out too much working in the field but thats cool cause im getting alot of other... Read More
Hey thanx for the nice testimonial, congrats on the niece and STICK ON IN THERE and don't get depressed, it will happen when it happens - just stay happy and positive and cool and that is much more attractive than looks alone, hope to chat to you sometime xxx
wow this is going to be a quick post here. life is hetic. i am acutally going to get a promotion in the company to supervisor so my life is going to get more busy than i have ever been before, but i think after a month or 2 thne once i get into a routine things will slow down and ill be back, better... Read More
Thank you so much for the lovely comment on my last blog! That really cheered me up, thanks so very much. It's good to know that SOMEONE likes my sets (and other great rejected sets that deserve to get accepted). Congratulations on the promotion! I hope you won't be too busy to come by here every now and then.
its been a busy few days here. after 4 weeks of rain and not working, i get a call to do frac as a medic. ok cool, so i actually got a friend to come along with... Read More
Okie here we go. Trying to empty this mind out of stuff so its nice and clean inside. Hehehe if you have any comments or want to discuss anything i have here let me know! im always looking for comments and such.
i am spoilering it incase you dont want to acutally read it lol
pregnant teens I'm sorry i feel really bad for saying this but i have a phobia of pregnant women it really distresses me I don't know if it's cos i know i'll never be a mum I'm not sure but yeah i'm not as horrible as i sound i don't want to feel like that I totally agree with what your saying I don't think for a minute pregnant teens are sluts or anything like that in fact i could go into a very deep conversation here but i don't want tofill up your page This is a subject very close to my heart I just don't think we should be judging anybody
life I'm not sure this one confuses me totally I'm not sure What's it all about?
Friends Online I totally agree with what your saying here hun I have never really been able to make friends in real life but the people i have met here are absoloutley amazing ....and that includes you I can say what i want when i'm online and just be me fat, ugly everything no one ever judges me Their always kind I feel truly blessed to have met the people i have they have honestley changed my life It is so good to feel accepted
Real life Forget it i'm not even gonna let it upset me anymore
okie a great lady love_suicide has this on her blog and i decided to do it here on this blog for shits and giggles...ill be doing a serious/nutty blog in the next day or so. i think its time to do some end of summer cleaning out of the mind and ill be blogging what comes out..could be interesting!!! anyway give this test/quiz a try... Read More
hehe** but i do appreicate it greatly.
i see you must be a wow player too 
two level 70's and leveling a warrior now- god im far too addicted.
note there will be a few things in this that MAY upset you or disgust you. These are only MY thoughts on this and what has happened in... 
That really cheered me up, thanks so very much. 
Hang in there and you know where i am if you need me