altamedic

well not so good news today. yesterday Sept 22 at 430am, i suffered a minor heart attack. Stupid me, after it happened i had a shower then went to work, where a paramedic *thank god* checked me out and then they rushed me to the hospital for more testing and such. i have deep shame and embarrassment mostly due to me being not very socialble here at work ((i am anti social except online)) and now i have the whole company calling into the office asking how i am. it does touch me that so many people care but still its very uncomfortable for me. im off for 3 days then ill attempt to go back to work. i have to smarten up here and look after myself better. i have changed most of my life due to the diabites but now there are other things ill have to change. dont worry i am fine according to the doc though tired and worn out alot. ill be going to the city soon to do a exercise stress test to see how much has been taken out of me. thats all for now. ill up date later when i dont feel so tired...hugs all


teddybear