Hey all! just a quick update here before i head out into the city once again hehehe.
Thank you all for the wonderful birthday wishes!!!! it did make me feel really warm and fuzzy inside **yeah yeah i know
hehe** but i do appreicate it greatly.
My bday started pretty good (i got to play WoW for the morning) but then i got called out to a rig for an emergency and did not get home till like 1130pm. oh well life continues anyway
Yesterday I went out to a rig and was training a lovely new female medic. She i think will be a good medic **this was the first rig she ever worked at and i think she did good!**
Anyway we were talking about personal life and i was explaining about this site to her. **dont be surprised if she and her fiancee joins!** anyway, during our talk i got shocked by something she said. now before i say what it was i just want to remind you all that i still have pretty well 0 self esteem. anyway she told me i was................"good looking" . all i could do is stare at her in shock. here was a extremely beautiful **and im talking like model looking** young lady **shes 27 and here i thought she was like 21 max! lol** telling ME i was good looking. well we had a good talk afor about 2 hours about why i thought i was not good looking and such and i opened up to her about my past. things like getting beat up every day for even looking at a girl in school. or having my arm broken because i had the nerve to talk to a girl, i mean the only time i did not get beat up was when i was playing football but after the season was over it all started again. anyhoo, i wont bore you all with other things that had happened to me. suffice to say it was a good talk and i feel better now that we did get to talk. i know yesterday was not my bday but her saying that and then takling to me about it and understanding my point of view and not judging me badly, that was the best bday gift i could ever hopeful right now. i know you all have said great things to me but to have someone say it to me face to face, well it b rightened my day up greatly.
ill see you all later
AltaTeddyBear
**ps** im thinking of a name change again...any suggestions?
Thank you all for the wonderful birthday wishes!!!! it did make me feel really warm and fuzzy inside **yeah yeah i know
hehe** but i do appreicate it greatly.
My bday started pretty good (i got to play WoW for the morning) but then i got called out to a rig for an emergency and did not get home till like 1130pm. oh well life continues anyway
Yesterday I went out to a rig and was training a lovely new female medic. She i think will be a good medic **this was the first rig she ever worked at and i think she did good!**
Anyway we were talking about personal life and i was explaining about this site to her. **dont be surprised if she and her fiancee joins!** anyway, during our talk i got shocked by something she said. now before i say what it was i just want to remind you all that i still have pretty well 0 self esteem. anyway she told me i was................"good looking" . all i could do is stare at her in shock. here was a extremely beautiful **and im talking like model looking** young lady **shes 27 and here i thought she was like 21 max! lol** telling ME i was good looking. well we had a good talk afor about 2 hours about why i thought i was not good looking and such and i opened up to her about my past. things like getting beat up every day for even looking at a girl in school. or having my arm broken because i had the nerve to talk to a girl, i mean the only time i did not get beat up was when i was playing football but after the season was over it all started again. anyhoo, i wont bore you all with other things that had happened to me. suffice to say it was a good talk and i feel better now that we did get to talk. i know yesterday was not my bday but her saying that and then takling to me about it and understanding my point of view and not judging me badly, that was the best bday gift i could ever hopeful right now. i know you all have said great things to me but to have someone say it to me face to face, well it b rightened my day up greatly.
ill see you all later
AltaTeddyBear
**ps** im thinking of a name change again...any suggestions?
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Sorry for missing your b-day...
I'll try to get more time on here now, I miss it and all of you.