hey everyone!
okie todays blog is going to be heavy. so heavy infact im going to spoiler it so that if you dont feel like reading random thoughts and questions, you wont have to hehe. enjoy!
SPOILERS! (Click to view)
damn you know, i have been thinking about doing this blog for about 2 days now. and now that i have the time to sit down and type it out, my mind went blank! well thats not totally true. im scared that if i put something down here that it would upset someone and i really dont like that idea at all
1. friendships : wow this is a big one. i would like to think i have good friendships here in sg with all the wonderful people who leave messages or send messages, and the people who i debate with in groups on things or agree with them on stuff too. BUT, even though this is a type of friendship i wonder some times ((and i mean NO OFFENSE ON THIS PART TO ANYONE)) that if we had not met on the net if we would have been friends. now if you think about it, i am very very shy in real life and have a very hard time approaching people. and it blows my mind away when i see all you beautiful ladies who talk to me and send messages. i have a very very hard time beleiveing that you all are talking to little old me.
2. work : now you all hear me complain about work and say i love it. ill clairify things here hopefully, i love what i do and the honor of doing this type of work of saving lives, what i dont like or love is the politics and bullshit one has to put up with about things i want to just go in and work and thats it no politics at all
damn now that i have started this i find myself getting acutally upset so ill stop for now and update later.
Hugs everyone!!! love hearing from you all!
Alta
Keep it real!
