MEGA RANT IN SPOILER read at your descretion...dont say i did not warn ya
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Fuck it. i am so depressed and upset and just fuckin mad right now. i thought moving to this new city to be with my brother was going to be great. i honestly did. boy was i in for a really fuckin rude awakining. i find out that my brother lies to me constantly. i have not gone to work in the oilfield in 2 fuckin months now...this "spring breakup" is total bullshit. im stressed out cause im not working. its so god damn bad that i had to pawn my digiatl camera, and my second computer i have here ** i only got 200.00 for it when i paid 1700.00 for it 6 months ago. i know they depreciate in value but thats just bullshit i.m.o.**, and tommorrow i get to back to the pawn shop and have to pawn my paintball gun just so i can make my rent. Then i find out today that my brother decided to get a bunch of pay per views on the cable so instead of it being a 110.00 bill its 260!!!!! and he says hes not paying cause he pays for soap for dishes and shit...then he breaks the god damn dishwasher and says well i open the door to it when its running all the time. it aint my fault...and his fuckin girlfriend freaks out at me today about leaving 2 dishes in the sink . yah i put them there so fuck right off!!!! ive had it totally. if they dont pay thier rent on time this time im kickin both of their asses out of the house..fuck them im tired of being nice and biting my tounge...but lying to me is the biggest no no in the fuckin world!!!!
im so pissed that im taking some time away from the computer. i need to. if i dont ill wind up with a heart attack at this rate. ill see you all later..
sorry this is such a shitty post, i needed to vent
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