altamedic

Its Tuesday. and i am pissed right off. you ever become so pissed off that even the smallest dumbest thing will set you right off? it just happened with me. While playing Call of Duty online, i just could not concentrate on my game and kept on dying. finally i got so pissed off i threw my cell phone. I then realized that i better take 5 and try to calm down.
What has got me so upsets? well maybe telling you here might help me a bit. Im tired of being jerked around in my profession. I signed with a good company but so far have not been to work. It dont pay the bills, i have no money coming in, and i get told just give me a bit ill call you back, with no phone calls back. i think im going to call him here in a few mins and lay it out. either put me to work or im going else where. Then theres this move, im stressing over it. i want to so be down there right now but im stuck up here in this shit place. **sorry i just do not like this place anymore**, i am late on my rent which sucks crap too. its been one of those days where i wish i could just shoot myself.

i have just freaking had it. im tired of games and i am not doing it anymore. fuck it