allllllrighty then, new blog. im tired, had a bad nightmare so im up so i figure i should post a new blog.
1. Came home today. that was a freaking LONG 7 day stint for some reason. dont know why though, i usually can do 7 days no prob.
2. got one of my T-4s today...made about 66k last year. not bad for a high school drop out loser eh? (still waiting for one more T-4 hehe)
3. asked a friend i met here on SG out for coffee. but timing sucks right now so we shall have to meet up some other time.
4. thinking seriously of moving. my brother might have a room open in this apartment. could be a good change for me.
5. i have to admit i talked with another friend (this one i have a small crush on her) and she really hurt me without meaning to or realizing it i think. we were talking about relationships and being lonely, now i think i have control over the fact that i know ill be lonely the rest of my life, but just hearing her say it, hurt. it really cut deep into me. oh well, i tried to explain to her about how i accept the fact that i will always be the "nice guy" that women just want to be friends with and never any more than that. But hearing her say how lonely i sound. hurt.
6. okie leaving on a good topic, i joined a new "dating" site. ill put its link in the Spoiler thing so that if you dont care to see it thats cool
take care all! cheers and hugs for you all.
1. Came home today. that was a freaking LONG 7 day stint for some reason. dont know why though, i usually can do 7 days no prob.
2. got one of my T-4s today...made about 66k last year. not bad for a high school drop out loser eh? (still waiting for one more T-4 hehe)
3. asked a friend i met here on SG out for coffee. but timing sucks right now so we shall have to meet up some other time.
4. thinking seriously of moving. my brother might have a room open in this apartment. could be a good change for me.
5. i have to admit i talked with another friend (this one i have a small crush on her) and she really hurt me without meaning to or realizing it i think. we were talking about relationships and being lonely, now i think i have control over the fact that i know ill be lonely the rest of my life, but just hearing her say it, hurt. it really cut deep into me. oh well, i tried to explain to her about how i accept the fact that i will always be the "nice guy" that women just want to be friends with and never any more than that. But hearing her say how lonely i sound. hurt.
6. okie leaving on a good topic, i joined a new "dating" site. ill put its link in the Spoiler thing so that if you dont care to see it thats cool
take care all! cheers and hugs for you all.
obiously it does.
one time my friend ( who is very skinny and pretty ) siad to me ..
Oh well if you didn't eat so much those jeans would fit better.
she didn't mean to hurt my feelings .. it just came out the wrong way.
oh.. and another thing..
those dating sites do work!
my dad and step mom met on one of those sites 16 years ago and have been together since.
ps.
wooo first comment !