altamedic

Its been a few days since i got the news. Even though alot of you all have told me to not worry or anything like that, well im still worried.
been thinking of what i would do if it came back as positive.
a. cry
b. deny it
c. cry some more
d. live with it and make the most out of my life
e. shoot my self

i know i know. that last one sucks but i would not be honest if i did not say that i thought about it.

okie done being dark and down

Been reading peoples blogs and damn i am so sorry i have not been around to spice them up with my presence! hehe j/k. ill try to be around more and more. Im currently out on a drilling rig teaching a new medic the "ropes", because of whats going on with me im not allowed to acutally treat anyone but that does not stop me from teaching others how to do the best job that they can do out here.

xmas is over with and now we look towards this of new years, makes me wonder what is in store for us and if i have any acutal plans. well i would like to take 1 or 2 vacations somewhere in the world. maybe even buy a vehicle. or if not a vehicle, maybe get myself an actual home. im thinking of my first one being a mobile home since they are alot less expensive than a regular home (and the fact that my credit rating is so screwed up that i could not even try to get a loan for a cup of coffee!)

anyway my minds all over so i shall put this to bed for now.

take care of each other

and ladies............. STILL LUV YA!!

hugs