alsana

WOW, last night was my first time out in LA since being back and I've never appreciated it so much. Sacha an I saw Mouth of the Architect play at the Knitting Factory, I had my first whiskey and Diet Coke in nearly 5 months, I saw a team of bimbos in matching shirts with fake boobies... I really do love LA. BUT I'm having a tooootall postgrad lifecrisis and have NO idea what I want to be. I had an interview with Nordstroms cosmetics which went well and another with MAC that went pretty well but they're so competitive. I can't work for a line that isn't cruelity free soooooo, I just don't know what I should be doing and I don't want to sell myself short. This is the first time in my life I'm NOT looking for a temporary after school job and I have huuuuuge student loans to pay off. I think a panic attack is on it's way.