alsana

Thanks for all the welcoming words ladies, gents and SG's! I'm having so much fun cruising around ogling at all of your pics. My bondage site is closed to new members and coming down within the next week or so, which I hope will drive some traffic here.
So i bumped my flight to a week later but I STILL don't feel ready to go to Berlin at all. I mean I'm leaving for nearly five months on THURS eeeeks! Oh well I guess it's one o those deals where I'll never feel or be ready so I just gotta take the dive with nobody to hold my hand... meh it's good for me!
So,I found some bellydance DVD's yesterday at Ross of all places. They were sho cheap I grabbed a bunch. This one by Amira Mor looked crazy cheesey, but actually she had a great shimmy cardio workout (production value was low but who cares). Anyhow got lots of DVD's to keep me moving and finally get me dancing again... it's been nearly two years off now. I can't really dance when I'm sad and the last two years were rough. But things are finally falling into place (in a comparatively epic way considering the rest of my messy life) so I'm rearing to smile & shimmy for the crowd. I can't decide how many costumes to bring to Berln... like I wonder if I can snag a restaraunt job there or if street performing is lucrative during the summer.
I tend to rant, ramble and dream outloud guys so if you read my journal be ready for it