alphamale

I might have my dream job back sometime here in the near future. So it looks like I get to quit smoking pot for a while. People have been looking at me lately anyway and they've got this look in there eye. They know that something about me isn't quite right and some can't quite put their finger on it. I'm fucked up people!! I've been high for the past year, straight! No one wanted to say anything because, how do you tell a guy who's lost what he thinks is the world. One minute life is great and the next it just isn't.

He wrestles with why he keeps doing it but no one tells him to really stop. Oh sure, people hint at it. They mock his stupidity in hopes that he'll see how dumb he really looks. He tries to convince himself that he's doing it to deal with the pain but he know that a cop-out. He says to himself that it's so he can understand the situation better and find a deeper meaning in it all..."Can you say 'Bullshit' boy's and girl's?" The truth is more likely that he was just a big puss. Well I guesss we find out tomorrow who the big puss is.

I garn-fuckin-te it ain't gonna be me