alpha

I miss intimacy. I go to the parties, to the club, to wherever, and see all kinds of freinds, but I miss intimacy. So many limiting belief systems and tak on personalities. I want people to strip naked and play in the woods with me. I want for a group of freinds both male and female to be able to sit down and unhide everything about themselves. Sexual energy seams to be a blessing and a big problem for people. So many people cant let there sexual energy move upwards to allow for true bonding and freindship. There could be so many wonderful freindships between males and females, but in most cases they are afraid of intimacy with one of another gender, because they believe it would mean that the other would expect something sexually. Also, between those of the same gender, there is often the need to uphold an image, or the fear of judgement. Does any of this make any sense? I Just want intamacy. Between parents, neighbors, family, freinds, lovers. But even if no others can be achieved, at lease true intamcy between groups of freinds and lovers. I walk around and talk to birds and trees, because humans are too busy saving face to have fun and love each other and be honest anymore. Sometimes I run around feilds and woods and throw mayelf around the hillsides and laugh. Maybe I just need to start taking steps to help my freinds and all the people I meet feel more comfortable with letting go, and just being themselves, whoever that may be. IF that means groups of people crying and squirming in the ground, or running around and playing like little kids, then so be it. And of course there is a balance that is needed between the more mature aspect, but there is a balance needed in everything. Maybe its up to me to start making changes in the community, and start bringing together some events...but why is always up to me, and no other humans ever step up to help. I guess I just dont share what I think all the time, cause people usually attack most of the things I say.