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Tuesday Jul 09, 2002

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journal entry #1.
unification. the healing of past wounds. becoming conscious of the deepest layers of my being. alchemy. healing. Perhaps my danger was seeking to forcibly take what belongs to the divine realms. I must accept the transmutation of my body and blood as spritual forces enter into me. to trust the all embracing wisdom and compassion. This is the alchemist within me. So now what? the wedding of spirit and matter, essence and existence. deeply confined periods of feeling limitations in bother perception and action. my psyche is like an open womb, gestating new life. SO NOW WHAT? healing. awareness (attention outwards to discern the essential). will. integration. I need something to drink. Im thirsty.

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