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Today is a pretty day. I'm blonde again! I'm going as a gothic sleeping beauty for Halloween and my sister for life is going as a bumble bee ^^ hopefully we go out, but staying in would be fine too. My friend Joe said my skin looks like moonlight when we were talking last night. I thought that was a really beautiful thing to say. He also said my neck would be perfect for a vampire, and that I'm like a dark abyss with rainbow lights shooting out. I felt like a poem. I may be going to europe within the next year and I'm very happy about that. Usually I am home. This year on Halloween and through out October I want to make memories. I refuse to be at home by myself on my favorite month of the year. I'm going to decorate my house for it, get pumpkins, and of course dress up. I hate going to boutiques in portland because the girls who wok there say flat, rude things. It makes me dislike portland. Snobs really bother me. I realized though that many things people say I find a reason to be offended. I don't like that about myself and it has hurt friendships. I am a very sensitive human being. There are reasons for me to be careful but sometimes I'm too critical and careful, and always see the dark side of something. I am a happy, loving, bright person I just have unhappy thoughts sometimes. Oh well. Have a great day SG!

Here are some recent photos of me and the last two pictures ae art I love