alohajames

So, I think I'm getting scurvy. I haven't eaten real food in like 2 weeks and I haven't had any food in my house for 3 weeks.

I'd look up the symptoms but my internet is screwing up royally and google and every other search engine hates me. Though my instant messengers all work fine. The only reason I think it might be scurvy is...
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Wow, my internet sucks, some days it loads, some days it blows.

I've been waiting the past ten minutes just to be able to write about how much it sucks.

ANYWAYS, aside from that I'm happy because I got my truck, got promoted to full time today at work and got a decent raise and went to a nice BBQ after work with a couple...
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I'm in a bit of a predicament, I'm buying a new truck, but since I just moved out here not too long ago I'm without anyone to go with me to it.

That and since my current car has no air and it's been getting hot I always am sweating by the time I get to where I want to go. And too much heat...
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So I haven't posted in a while. Been busy as hell.

Working at the Apple Store, going to be getting full time soon (hopefully, all my managers want me to get it) and Blue Light Project is really taking off too.

For those that don't know, I do graphic design and some film stuff, though for the film I'm mainly behind the camera (Technical Director.)...
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God is good!
I am getting considered for full time, I'm going to be getting a truck, and Blue Light Project is really moving forward.

I'm thinking about doing some sort of photo shoot or tease movie just to have fun, not sure what I should do though. Anyone have suggestions?

James

Working towards extinction

That phrase sums up my life at the moment.
Every day for the past few months has been without purpose. I've been enjoying life, but I've been having this feeling like I'm being hollowed out from the inside. Like every action I make has no affect on anything. Neither positive or negative.

I am decision neutral, it wouldn't matter what I did,...
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I woke up this morning at 10 to my manager calling telling me I was supposed to be in at 9:45, when the schedule said 11. They had made it before realizing the store would be on holiday hours which means opened 10-6 instead of 10-9. So they remade the schedule but informed no one, so unless you looked at it to check you were...
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It has come to my attention that people are very strange creatures.

I have an easier time feeling a sense of community with complete strangers than I do with people I've known my whole life.

Think about this, When you're on Facebook, Myspace, Xanga, Live Journal or ay other social networking site, do you feel like you're part of a bigger picture, or do you...
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I am on a journey for knowledge, love, and entertainment.
I have two rules I live by, 1. Love everyone as you wish to be loved 2. Don't hesitate to do what you want, and don't regret what happens as a result.

I have two tattoos to remind me daily of those two rules:
One is on my right shoulder, it's three hearts for the...
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