almostgreen

its been awhile...nothing new ever seems to happen around here ill assume that it is probably the same just about anywhere else though...mother always says the grass is always greener on the other side. newest revalation...... i look like a d bag with blue hair. suddenly since i lost weight i have an eating disorder. oddly enough when i weighed 250 people also said i had an eating disorder make up your fucking mind people bitched i was too big so i slim way the fuck down now im too skinny you know whta fuck off wait i feel it raising again yeha fuck off has anyone out there ever lived a lie ive lived a lie for the past liek nine years or so... no im not gay but the way i carry my self if completely untrue to who i actually am... becasue of what im doing in my life i have to act a certain way but inside ive always been punk fucking rock! im sure noone here cares about my gripes.... is anyone even going to read this im thinking probably not " i have lost the will to live , simply nothing more to give" drugs will make you randomly start quoting people and bands why? i have no fucking idea this jopurnal entry has been all scattered and kinda slipshod my brain cant think in completer thought rights now. so im gonna sign off ifg anyuone reads this please drop me a line to say whatever even if its just to tell me to stop bitching i dont fucking care

where gonna need you to go ahead anf fuck off