Monday Jun 23, 2003

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is there any point to this. i write to you people poor my heart out my inner most feelings tell you my problems but none of you care about me i can see this no one offers advice or support its like this place was meant to be different from real life here was supposed to be a kind friendly place but in actuality its no different then anywhere else

outlook on society bleak
outlook for life bleak
outlook on the human spirit bleak

this is all so bleak this life is nothing but a black hole
lies liesl lies lies everything is a lie

p.s. tomorrow i got to my first out patient rehab meeting blackeyed puke
fauxfoe39801:
um sorry dude i tried... but im not very good with the support thing.... guesss Chopper didnt make you feel much better frown hmmmm i care about you, i just never know what to say frown good luck tommorow
jivesucka52:
Cheer up dude. People rarely sign guestbooks unless you've signed theirs. That's the way this silly place works. So sometimes I write these big epic journals and no one signs it and I feel like shit too. I'll add you as a buddy and then at least we'll have each other commenting...Congrats on making it to outpatient status. Well that's if you were doing inpatient. Either way congrats on trying to better yourself. It's a fucking horrible process.

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