almostgreen

hello? is anyone out there? is anyopne listening? just as ai thought no one cares over whelming saddness plagues me isnt there anything to be happy about anymore . what happend to all the things that used to make me smile in my childhood. they have all seem to have died. nothing lights that little spark inside of me anymore. i have dregded into the monotony of everyday life. im a 9 to 5er soemthing i swore i would never be. but as happens to most this evil world swallowed me hole and has left me with no choice but to conform or fall and fail. what is a person to do. does it even make any sense to fight a loosing battle. rebeling against such a machine will get you no where right. what happend to the beautiful idealism that our teachers preached to us about in our youth. remember we where going to change the world. but what have we changed what have we accomplished. where are all the peaceful utopian societies we where supposed to create.. i cant help to think that they where all lies. building young minds up with such hope and promise for the future and completly sheltering us and leaving us unprepared for the harsh realities that actually lay ahead of us. it was a cruel cruel mind fuck. no we sit here so confuised wondering where all these lies exist again. a beautiful generation of kids trying to live for the past

it is sad

how many times can you kill a person before they actually die?