another day of my life thrown away.
confused byt the drugs all in my mind
after the doctors at rehad said if br judt fine
be here im am again
injecting the silver cane directly into my brain
making my thoughts go in insane
here i beome a wanna be poet
i suck as like
and even i know it
like mommy alwys said
dont...
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confused byt the drugs all in my mind
after the doctors at rehad said if br judt fine
be here im am again
injecting the silver cane directly into my brain
making my thoughts go in insane
here i beome a wanna be poet
i suck as like
and even i know it
like mommy alwys said
dont...
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ignorance like a gun in hand reacxh out to the promised land your history books are full of lies the media blitz goona dry your eyes your 18 wanna be a man your grand daddies head of the klu klux klan taking 2 step forward and four steps back
dont drag m down
im a sick boy
dont drag m down
im a sick boy
AHH I AM finally back to some point of reality
i can almost taste life again these past few days have been friggin terrible and i know i sound whiney but this fucking hundred degreee weather didnt help much.
tonight is one of my favorite nights of the year is the yearly huge biig main street extravaganza where all the freaks come out close of...
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i can almost taste life again these past few days have been friggin terrible and i know i sound whiney but this fucking hundred degreee weather didnt help much.
tonight is one of my favorite nights of the year is the yearly huge biig main street extravaganza where all the freaks come out close of...
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fauxfoe39801:
yeah pink elephants, theyre great... ill post some pics of them when i take them 
and ill try to get naked for ya too...
and ill try to get naked for ya too... is there any point to this. i write to you people poor my heart out my inner most feelings tell you my problems but none of you care about me i can see this no one offers advice or support its like this place was meant to be different from real life here was supposed to be a kind friendly place but in actuality its...
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fauxfoe39801:
um sorry dude i tried... but im not very good with the support thing.... guesss Chopper didnt make you feel much better 
hmmmm i care about you, i just never know what to say good luck tommorow
hmmmm i care about you, i just never know what to say good luck tommorow
jivesucka52:
Cheer up dude. People rarely sign guestbooks unless you've signed theirs. That's the way this silly place works. So sometimes I write these big epic journals and no one signs it and I feel like shit too. I'll add you as a buddy and then at least we'll have each other commenting...Congrats on making it to outpatient status. Well that's if you were doing inpatient. Either way congrats on trying to better yourself. It's a fucking horrible process.
Hate: they say hate is one of the strongest most emotional words out there . i dont see it hate is part of everyones every day vocab. the word hate doesnt even carry that much clout. there is no real emotion behind the word hate anymore its become a comon adjective. abortion thats a strfong word that will bring about strong emotions in people but...
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hello? is anyone out there? is anyopne listening? just as ai thought no one cares over whelming saddness plagues me isnt there anything to be happy about anymore . what happend to all the things that used to make me smile in my childhood. they have all seem to have died. nothing lights that little spark inside of me anymore. i have dregded into the...
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over whelming saddness plagues me isnt there anything to be happy about anymore . what happend to all the things that used to make me smile in my childhood. they have all seem to have died. nothing lights that little spark inside of me anymore. i have dregded into the... Read More
fauxfoe39801:
hmmm im out here as always....
to answer your question you should go rent "Chopper" actually it wont answer yer question but its a great fucking movie...
to answer your question you should go rent "Chopper" actually it wont answer yer question but its a great fucking movie...
different night same story u all know the drill why even bother to say it
i want really really reall to get naked lets doit prove it
i want really really reall to get naked lets doit prove it
fauxfoe39801:
ok ok ok this time ill show you my boobies if you really want... i dont know why you would i mean yer surrounded by boobies way better than mine
wellk againn my one and only friend i am not sober but you do have a point being sober does at times have its advantages i just cant think of any right now. i like having to really try hard to make any sort of pertanant logical conversation it mkaes things more exciting for me and as far as the naked thing goes i dare...
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fauxfoe39801:
so it that yer not so subtle way of saying you want to see my tits?
fauxfoe39801:
sent you a naked pic
i am begining to think that i am never sober anymore. i dont understand it but i hate reality. nothing good happens in reality. but in the magical land of mace anything is possible. i sopmetimes wish that reality was like being stoned then there would be no porblem u meet the nicest people when your fucked up.
Does anyone else have a problem with...
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fauxfoe39801:
hmmm being sober is nice sometimes...
like ive said before im naked!
like ive said before im naked!
the last post i made i must have been really friggin hammered because i honestly did not remember writing any of that shit soo yeah i really dont know its been awhile late at night here again wasted trying to fall asleep and cant i have frequent problems with not being able to sleep and it really sucks ass but whatrever fuck it
lets all...
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fauxfoe39801:
*prances around naked on yer journal*
ahhh drunk journalling rocks!
ahhh drunk journalling rocks!
does you know what iot feels like to wrok your self almost to death and see almost absolutly no benfefits?... does anyone else every en wonder what the fucking purpose behind it is
me im 19 i live at home wioth my mom and work 2 full time jobs have no time for friends id honestly have to say my best friends is probably my...
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me im 19 i live at home wioth my mom and work 2 full time jobs have no time for friends id honestly have to say my best friends is probably my...
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fauxfoe39801:
hmmm actually now that you mention it im naked now
koleeta:
OH MY GOD! all this nakedness! I'm so glad that I'm not on one of those porno sites where the grils are all naked and stuff....wait a second!
you need to find some stupid people to hang out with, people do funny shit when they're drunk. Believe me I'm sober, I will remember everything. Did that really make sense? I dunno.
you need to find some stupid people to hang out with, people do funny shit when they're drunk. Believe me I'm sober, I will remember everything. Did that really make sense? I dunno.
hey everyone one it sure has been ahile ive been out of state and back to work when you buy nothing but piece of shit cars the work never really seems to end because they walways break down. professional opinion. buy new cars i own three none of which are working at the moment odd they always all seem to go at the same time...
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fauxfoe39801:
whiner whiner sorry i didnt comment sooner, its jsut you never fucking update
sorry i didnt comment sooner, its jsut you never fucking update
koleeta:
DUDE! I'm the queen of complaining! I think I get it from my family, we have complaints up the wazoo! my friends hate it but I can't help it. oh yeah I also talk about myself too much but I really don't mean to.
If you can kinda fix a car you are still my hero. I don't even know where the oil goes in, I can't change a tire, I on't even know what the tire pressure should be in my car. AND I should know all this living in the greater LA area...you have to drive everywhere, at least I have an autoclub membership. HA HA. yeah but if know at least something about how to fix a car it's way better than what I know.
If you can kinda fix a car you are still my hero. I don't even know where the oil goes in, I can't change a tire, I on't even know what the tire pressure should be in my car. AND I should know all this living in the greater LA area...you have to drive everywhere, at least I have an autoclub membership. HA HA. yeah but if know at least something about how to fix a car it's way better than what I know.