almostamaranth

was looking over my livejournal archive and found and old entry that just made me feel humbled by my crazy ways that only until recently have somewhat subsided

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ahhhh drugs...food for the wretched, misbegotten soul...say cheese!!! 07:58 pm

took a trip to the hospital...found out zyprexa is non toxic...i think pretty much all of them are..which is better for me...seeing how my pact is one with pills
i just need some love, even the crazies need a little lovin...even when we drive you absolutely fucking insane and you want to cut your finger off and mail it away so you dont poke one of us in the eye..umm yeah,im going to go take some seraquel now

for more outrageous manic rantings that always make me laugh when i reread them go to
http://www.livejournal.com/users/gloomgoddess/

any comments are welcome: the archives are the best part