Tis the season to be jolly falalalalala... Humbug! It's Valentines Day again! Ugh!!! How obnoxious can this day get?! Says the guy who doesn't have a valentine lol
Anyways hey awesome people it's the day of loving and to single lonely hearts out there, yay it's coming to an end! ^^ So Valentines Day is meant to be the day of loving but sadly I gotta have my notes make love to my brain cause my exams are coming up! Or so that is what I have planned anyways! So on Valentines Day Eve I've been sitting at my desk boogieing to the rhythm of my pen scribbling on my notes till I lost it!
So naturally I flocked to SG and spent the remaining time of the day with you lovely people as well as escape into the realm of virtual reality to get away from all this oh so real game that we call Life. And boy, the down time did wonders to my stress level as it plummeted back to zero in the wee hours of Valentines Day. So when the sun was smiling upon the world I opened my sleepy eyes planning to start my day then realized how depressing it is and that I do not have school for the day (Finally). I decided to go back to sleep, giving in to the fatigue from the vigorous battles I had with tons of dragons in Skyrim, and slip back into the land of dream bliss only to wake up at 3 in the afternoon lol hey time well used eh?
However being a hopeless romantic the idea of Valentines Day is still fresh in my mind and got me thinking "Man! Am I lonely or what?!"
Being the corny me I decided to go with "What" as my answer but went with lonely in the end haha. I have been pondering with this idea of having a girlfriend for the past few months always so close to giving in to the idea of actually having one. But the idea of financing a relationship at the moment is hella scary as I'm not working at the moment and trying to cram in a 15 month diploma course. I have plans for traveling and other things but am I able to share my time with her without giving the impression that I'm being selfish?
Don't get me wrong I am a person who thinks that for a successful relationship to happen it has to be a give and take thing but despite of that I am willing to give my all in a relationship. However having to focus on a few things that I have planned, I am going to have to shave off time to spend with her and be a little thrifty. Then again it might because of the fact that one of my principles is that I am to provide for her instead of having her even do anything and all that I require from her is her equal attention and love and nothing more, then again I have friends who tell me I think too much and that there are girls out there who are willing to share my burden instead of just taking. But in the end I do hope that i am able to find that one person whom I can spend the rest of my life with.
In all, I ain't sure if this idea of wanting a girlfriend will ever go away but I ain't sure if I should put myself back in the market yet, for the good of not being a problem or dead weight to her. What do you guys think?
So on to happy things to leave you guys with, my new vlog is out ^^
No don't click the picture CLICK HERE! Haha :P
Happy Valentines Day SG Land!!! :3
And by the way, I'd say to focus on relationship with your notes for now. Love will come when it comes, and there's little you can do about it. Live your life, follow your path, and she'll jump out the bushes somewhere along the way. Damn, I'm romantic.
Now to answer your question.
1. I have a scar on my forehead from plastic surgery. I got burnt when I was little, and had to have the op. In fact, I almost died and doctors said I'll never have hair on the right side of my head. They were very wrong. Very few people notice the scar, even though it's pretty big. It must be my boobs they're looking at. ;)
2.The only food I don't like is beetroot in any form & way.
3. I'm terrified of spiders.
4. When I was little I used to "rescue" mice my cats caught and hide them in shoe boxes under my bed.
5. I enjoy reading silly love stories with vampires and other supernatural beings.