Like I've mentioned in my earlier blog that I am an only child. If you have not then... Go read it! Kidding. Anyways all my life I have been wondering what would my life be like if I had a sibling. A big brother whom I can look up to? A big sister whom I can share my feelings with? A younger brother whom I can teach the ropes? A baby sister whom I will fiercely protect? Sadly I do not have the chance of experiencing either of those. I grew up learning to watch, endure my feelings, guiding and protect me and all by myself.
Yes I do agree that I don't have to share things, I don't have to fight with others for something I want and I have all the attention from my parents! How awesome is that? Hahaha... No it sucks! Growing up with my cousins I get to watch them have this special bond with their siblings. I'm not sure if they can feel it but I certainly can and I would very much love to have that.
The house is always a quiet place to think, especially in my room, it's just me alone whenever my parents are out or working. I have found ways to make myself laugh when I'm bored and yes so I do talk to myself to keep things in check of what I have to do, kinda became a habit actually. Hey you aren't crazy if you know that you are talking to yourself and admitting it. Haha
I tend to love to hole up in my room when I'm at home, it's like my comfy place where I can think and work. But as a kid thoughts of what kind of person I am, how the world and people work & thoughts about life have drifted into my innocent mind. I became sensitive to feelings and habits. It's a good thing but to me it's kinda sad, cause shouldn't the young me be carefree? That is what a quiet house does to you I guess.
Well I am really nice to the people I meet cause an every person is an open book and should be given a chance. I never judge people however I still have my morals. Lastly I love to make people laugh or smile. A smiling or laughing person is a happy one and that makes me happy. Cause why should I share my pain with others when they don't understand?
Thanks for reading this and trying to understand what I am still going through and if you are an only kid and if your experience is like mine, I am proud of you for not taking the dark path and being able to endure it.
Ok to bring things back up gotta leave you guys a joke hey!
So a young lady was surprised how her colleague jumped from a B-cup to a D and decided to ask. She was told to go to visit this mystical old lady at a certain shop and she went and procured the method. All she needed to do was flap her arms like a chicken for 1 minute straight everyday for 2 weeks and she will get her results. After the 2 weeks her husband took notice of how his wife's breasts grew and asked her, he was told of this mystical old lady at this certain shop. The next night during dinner the young lady saw that her husband was flapping his legs.
