i should be in bed right now. my throat keeps flirting with the idea of getting sick. so far i've been able to keep it at bay with vitamin c, but the tickling is driving me crazy!
well, good news, i suppose. i've got 8 photoshoots scheduled for the next few weeks, including 2 for sg. i didn't really plan it, it just seems like every time i turn around, i get another email from a different photographer. i'm really excited because i really haven't done much modeling since november, and also because the shoots are all very diverse and the photographers are really talented (especially _jordan_!), but i'm nervous because i've gone so long without ever doing my hair or makeup, or even thinking about poses, so i've got a lot of catching up to do. also, about half of them include some kind of nudity, and i just can't lose those last few pounds. haha, it's kinda funny, because i'll show my tits, ass, and hootie any day, but ask me to show you my tummy or love handles, and i freak! eh, i've got another week and a half until the first shoot, i'll see if i can really buckle down and whittle my middle by then! hey, at least i should have some interesting pics to post this fall!
i've been so tense and high-strung lately, and my headaches are coming back. we can't seem to catch up financially, our marriage has been in a slump since we moved out here, and the house is always more of a mess than i care to keep it (i keep hoping that now that i have a job, hubby will start helping out at home. yeah, no such luck). i miss pot so much i can't stand it anymore. and it's not just the pot, even though i enjoy it so much more than drinking. i miss pot smokers, too. they're always so laid back, easy going, and chill. i miss being that way. i haven't felt like myself since i quit over a year ago, and now that we're out of military housing, and i have a job that doesn't test, i'm sooo ready to start back up. now i just have to find the people and the money to get some!
well it's time for me to raid my medicine cabinet and pass the fuck out! good night, my darlings!
well, good news, i suppose. i've got 8 photoshoots scheduled for the next few weeks, including 2 for sg. i didn't really plan it, it just seems like every time i turn around, i get another email from a different photographer. i'm really excited because i really haven't done much modeling since november, and also because the shoots are all very diverse and the photographers are really talented (especially _jordan_!), but i'm nervous because i've gone so long without ever doing my hair or makeup, or even thinking about poses, so i've got a lot of catching up to do. also, about half of them include some kind of nudity, and i just can't lose those last few pounds. haha, it's kinda funny, because i'll show my tits, ass, and hootie any day, but ask me to show you my tummy or love handles, and i freak! eh, i've got another week and a half until the first shoot, i'll see if i can really buckle down and whittle my middle by then! hey, at least i should have some interesting pics to post this fall!
i've been so tense and high-strung lately, and my headaches are coming back. we can't seem to catch up financially, our marriage has been in a slump since we moved out here, and the house is always more of a mess than i care to keep it (i keep hoping that now that i have a job, hubby will start helping out at home. yeah, no such luck). i miss pot so much i can't stand it anymore. and it's not just the pot, even though i enjoy it so much more than drinking. i miss pot smokers, too. they're always so laid back, easy going, and chill. i miss being that way. i haven't felt like myself since i quit over a year ago, and now that we're out of military housing, and i have a job that doesn't test, i'm sooo ready to start back up. now i just have to find the people and the money to get some!
well it's time for me to raid my medicine cabinet and pass the fuck out! good night, my darlings!
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Any news on kareoke night?