so i fear my dreams are turning to ash in my hands and forever falling out of reach.
after watching some old home movies of my friends, im talking from 02 03, some sad part of me realized that the world is constantly changing and the things i set out to do 5 years ago are becoming null and void. I mean im in college now working my ass off and studying so that i can be successful in an industry that is dieing, be well known in a scene that has completelly changed and become and sick, sad shell of its former self.
I wish i could stay positive about the whole situation but unless there is a major change soon, things arent looking to bright.
either the world needs to change, or i will have to make it. I refuse to change my goals and myself because the group has deemed it necessary.
I geuss the only thing i can do is alter my dream to include the resurrection of the true enthusiast.
after watching some old home movies of my friends, im talking from 02 03, some sad part of me realized that the world is constantly changing and the things i set out to do 5 years ago are becoming null and void. I mean im in college now working my ass off and studying so that i can be successful in an industry that is dieing, be well known in a scene that has completelly changed and become and sick, sad shell of its former self.
I wish i could stay positive about the whole situation but unless there is a major change soon, things arent looking to bright.
either the world needs to change, or i will have to make it. I refuse to change my goals and myself because the group has deemed it necessary.
I geuss the only thing i can do is alter my dream to include the resurrection of the true enthusiast.
captainbackfire:
check this one out!
almightylandin:
that thing is flappin in the wind