I is soooooo tired. Going to bed at 2 am then waking at 6:30 am sucks balls. Im freakin stoked for the weekend.
Last night rocked the fucken cassba!!!!
I have always wanted to shoot a gun and finally got the chance to with Mr. Bullet the Tooth Tony and two dork asses.
Good times were had and I was great entertainment for the evening...
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Last night rocked the fucken cassba!!!!
I have always wanted to shoot a gun and finally got the chance to with Mr. Bullet the Tooth Tony and two dork asses.
Good times were had and I was great entertainment for the evening...
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Memory 2-16-05
Swirl of thought and emotion
None really hover over the other
Sadness seems to last, but only
when she sees his face
Inhaling hurts when lying down
Broken bones have still to mend
Bloody tears have washed away
staining the white sheets
She smells something sweet
wafting in the air
Inhaling deeply she begins to
fade away
Sleep takes hold as she falls...
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Swirl of thought and emotion
None really hover over the other
Sadness seems to last, but only
when she sees his face
Inhaling hurts when lying down
Broken bones have still to mend
Bloody tears have washed away
staining the white sheets
She smells something sweet
wafting in the air
Inhaling deeply she begins to
fade away
Sleep takes hold as she falls...
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pingz:
Sorry. No bowling. At this second i'm preparing to catch my 6:37am flight to New Orleans, LA. I won't be back till Monday morning.
noctem:
The "bloody tears" and the "painful kiss" is what I was thinking of. And when it said "She wonders why life had to end
for a new one to begin" sounded like how the human body dies before one becomes a vampire. I dunno, that's just what I thought of when I read it
And yeah, I think any kind of creative expression is theraputic for people. Late.....
for a new one to begin" sounded like how the human body dies before one becomes a vampire. I dunno, that's just what I thought of when I read it
The inhale makes the exhale so much better
- Stonesour
Alot of people think Karma is just a joke, but I think its real. I have done good for others all my life and I got some of that goodness back to me.
I have been having a craptastic feb. and for those few who I talk to on here know why.
I had my...
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- Stonesour
Alot of people think Karma is just a joke, but I think its real. I have done good for others all my life and I got some of that goodness back to me.
I have been having a craptastic feb. and for those few who I talk to on here know why.
I had my...
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holy_mountain:
Being in the pit for Slipknot would be insane! Have fun at that.
I'd like to think that karma is real but sometimes I have my doubts.
I'd like to think that karma is real but sometimes I have my doubts.
katiebarthedoor:
i dunno. i couldnt get through school without my ritalin..
it amazes me when kids get that depressed or angry. i've had three friends clip themselves. and theyre problems werent so bad.
the saddest is i think one did it because he was secretly gay.
everyone thinks it was the drugs.
i saw the 5,6,7,8's in japan twice. there used to be a huge rockabilly scene in japan.
i have to go into work for an hour or so. i'll holler when i get back.
it amazes me when kids get that depressed or angry. i've had three friends clip themselves. and theyre problems werent so bad.
the saddest is i think one did it because he was secretly gay.
everyone thinks it was the drugs.
i saw the 5,6,7,8's in japan twice. there used to be a huge rockabilly scene in japan.
i have to go into work for an hour or so. i'll holler when i get back.
Untitled Feb.13, 2005
She sleeps with eyes wide open
Dreams of another life take hold
Memories flash and fade within
Times of oppression and rage
Her body begins to tremble
from so much pain
Death is everywhere
Can she not wake up?
The rulers of this land seem
to be her captors
Chained, beaten, raped
She lies in a fetal position
unable to utter a...
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She sleeps with eyes wide open
Dreams of another life take hold
Memories flash and fade within
Times of oppression and rage
Her body begins to tremble
from so much pain
Death is everywhere
Can she not wake up?
The rulers of this land seem
to be her captors
Chained, beaten, raped
She lies in a fetal position
unable to utter a...
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lc2:
Sounds like a plan!
katiebarthedoor:
numbskull. awesome. my grandpaw used to call me that.
but the funniest insult ever, is, survey says.........numbnuts!
no one knows what it means, but its bad.
*obligatory frienship dance*
but the funniest insult ever, is, survey says.........numbnuts!
no one knows what it means, but its bad.
*obligatory frienship dance*
Untitled Feb. 10, 2005
Stinging pain
Veins rush with poison
Paralysis takes over my body
I've felt this way
before, but when was
I ever so still?
A smile creeps or so
I think to myself
Nothing moves as my
breath begins to shorten
As I lay here dying
the wind caresses my face
I feel so warm even though
the end is near
Slither...
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Stinging pain
Veins rush with poison
Paralysis takes over my body
I've felt this way
before, but when was
I ever so still?
A smile creeps or so
I think to myself
Nothing moves as my
breath begins to shorten
As I lay here dying
the wind caresses my face
I feel so warm even though
the end is near
Slither...
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lc2:
I'll talk to everyone that lives around here (Grand Prairie, Ft.Worth, etc) and see what we can set up.
Sound good?
Sound good?
mago:
you said it hon!! time will tell! i just wrote that in someone else's journal. i think i can get through my quietitis w/out a 'script..lol
so how's it hanging?
so how's it hanging?
An ode to Valentines Day
Smashing Pumpkins
Cupid de Locke
And in the land of star crossed lovers
and barren hearted wanderers
Forever lost in forsaken missives and satan's pull
We seek the Unseekable and we speak the Unspeakable
Our hopes Dead gathering dust to dust
In Faith, in Compassion, and in Love
Here here to all those lovely loners out there.
And here here...
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Smashing Pumpkins
Cupid de Locke
And in the land of star crossed lovers
and barren hearted wanderers
Forever lost in forsaken missives and satan's pull
We seek the Unseekable and we speak the Unspeakable
Our hopes Dead gathering dust to dust
In Faith, in Compassion, and in Love
Here here to all those lovely loners out there.
And here here...
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jessicalea:
I wont be able to make it Friday b/c Fridays I keep my darling baby LOLA, but I will def come out for bowling, and we'll see maybe the new boy will want to go on Fri. and I will get a sitter...even though I am the sitter.........
lc2:
Good 'ol Anatomy & Physiology.
I had to take I and II....hated that class.
I did pretty damn good on my test if I do say so myself.
I might just have to celebrate on Friday.
Who all is going?...Not that it really matters...just curious.
I had to take I and II....hated that class.
I did pretty damn good on my test if I do say so myself.
I might just have to celebrate on Friday.
Who all is going?...Not that it really matters...just curious.
32 Leaves CHOKE
See me crumble - Melt away
I cut myself and bleed yesterday
I don't want Nothing I don't see Nothing in You
Please don't expect too much from me (she said)
Just thought I'd let you know, I'm by your side
She says wih a smile knowingly.....
Like a wall with a nail ripped out
I can't remember the basis of my...
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See me crumble - Melt away
I cut myself and bleed yesterday
I don't want Nothing I don't see Nothing in You
Please don't expect too much from me (she said)
Just thought I'd let you know, I'm by your side
She says wih a smile knowingly.....
Like a wall with a nail ripped out
I can't remember the basis of my...
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drunkpandainc:
brkksr sirk umms drunkw ogag may ass. yup. wik
ayres:
Entreteinment???????? THEY MAKE ME WANNA START SHOOTING IN THE FUCKING TRAIN!
I get stressed with so little things... a guy that steps over me makes me wanna kill him slowly, so he can feel all the pain in the world.
EVIL PEOPLE!
Yes, Sars Mask will be the next purchase... yeah!
I get stressed with so little things... a guy that steps over me makes me wanna kill him slowly, so he can feel all the pain in the world.
EVIL PEOPLE!
Yes, Sars Mask will be the next purchase... yeah!
Black Tangled Heart Silverchair
Maybe your luck has changed settle down
Maybe I'm just deranged and on the rebound
Maybe Love was the thing holding me back from all
Maybe I'm just the thing to break my own fall
Take the rope to my heart and Fall
You may just be the last before you
See the Black Tangled Heart fall
Maybe departure's good makes...
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Maybe your luck has changed settle down
Maybe I'm just deranged and on the rebound
Maybe Love was the thing holding me back from all
Maybe I'm just the thing to break my own fall
Take the rope to my heart and Fall
You may just be the last before you
See the Black Tangled Heart fall
Maybe departure's good makes...
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drunkpandainc:
lol i did it cause it was my last night off and i didnt want to waste it...not to mention if i say i am gonna do somthing nothing short of death will keep me from doing it..lol. yeah i sucked. wheres your sense of adventure!!! all you had to do was get out in the middle of the ice and let your instincts to stay standing up take over..lol

mago:
Saul W is awesome!! Haha! he may sound a little funky to some peeps but his words are so very righteous. I'm so glad you made your way through my journal entry on him..powerful shit!! i know it's long as shit but its very moving as well!!
Hope you checked his website too...there's videos, interviews articles, and a overall cool as shit well designed site!Here
Have a good day hon!!
Later Gator
Hope you checked his website too...there's videos, interviews articles, and a overall cool as shit well designed site!Here
Have a good day hon!!
Later Gator
Does somebody have a case of the Monday's???????
I would blow that womens head off with my sawed off shoutgun if she ever uttered that phrase to me.
No crossing guard so I got to sleep in til 9 AM then just little Ol' 6:30 AM. Love it when my parents are uninformed and I get screams of your late at 7:00 AM cause they...
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I would blow that womens head off with my sawed off shoutgun if she ever uttered that phrase to me.
No crossing guard so I got to sleep in til 9 AM then just little Ol' 6:30 AM. Love it when my parents are uninformed and I get screams of your late at 7:00 AM cause they...
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junko:
re: I actually live in Plano. Been here for around nine years already. Didn't know the thing at the Galleria has actually been decided on. Hopefully be seeing you there. ^^ Sounds fun.
mago:
That has got to be the nicest testimonial ever, thank you ever sooo much sweetie!!
2nd week of school, good times thus far.
Last weekend was kick ass. I now know to eat something if I wish to stay awake and not get stomach aches. I got so drunk on saturday at an interesting party. I fell asleep when weirdness was at its highest. Damn for laying down for a sec!!!!! I obtained my first hangover on sunday. Never drink...
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Last weekend was kick ass. I now know to eat something if I wish to stay awake and not get stomach aches. I got so drunk on saturday at an interesting party. I fell asleep when weirdness was at its highest. Damn for laying down for a sec!!!!! I obtained my first hangover on sunday. Never drink...
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zombievengence:
I drank too last night 
lilmissmorbid:
Yeah lemme know what numbers interest you and I can give you the information on them.
A DESERT EAGLE!!!!! Im impressed
Bowling Sunday! Gonna be on time?