allycat_13

Weary From Touch 9-19-05

He tries to take a peek inside
I laugh telling a joke to
calm my nerves
Hiding behind hands and
long strands of golden hair
until you look away
Having thoughts of getting
away from here, but I stay
to finish my drink and smoke
my final cigarette
Your lips move yet I block
out any words that pass
over them
You ask too many questions
I have no answers for
Growing tiresome I walk
away while you chase after me
Grabbing my hand as I push
open the door you say you're sorry
Fingers press against your lips
I speak not with my mouth, but
with my eyes
Sadness dwells within two pools
of shimmering blue
Letting go you finally realize
I died long ago from your love
not being enough to sustain me

So how is everyone doing? I have no complaints whatsoever. WHOO Its friday, I have work in 20 min., and its so freakin hot still. ARGH Only thing I cannot stand right now. Hopefully we'll get rain this weekend from Hurricane Rita sweeping in.
Tonight my friend Andra is having a little get together for her turning 21 just recently. Emilym, Spekter, and Jessicalea are all newly 21 years old or will be shortly. Must feel liberating! I didn't care for it, but its nice to drink liquor then DP like I used to. ha ha
Tomorrow Emily is having a shindig at her house. Hopefully I'll make it, don't know yet. Might go to a guys house so hmmmmmm we'll see.
Have two tests to study for so that sucks, but thats how school goes right?
Darlings and have a kickass weekend!!!!!