While smoking a ciggie outside I was relaxing and pondering on the last year or so. I was in complete disarray over my break up as any girl usually is. I needed something new in my life. Something to get my mind off of my misery.
I heard of Suicide Girls from HBO's Real Sex. I fell in love with the idea of this site and finally joined after we split up.
I wanted to meet new people and had no time really with full time school and 2 part time jobs so I joined this site.
While I stared at the moon and stars I was thinking on the good and the bad of this past year. I am truly thankful for what this site has done for me. Alot of people think it odd to meet others from a site. To go on a blind date from a site.
But it has been so much fun and sometimes hasn't been so much fun. Those who thought I rocked then I met blew past me cause god knows why. I say BAH to them.
I am a great person and my personality kicks way more ass then most "pretty" girls. My friend Terry says it doesn't matter what a girl looks like. He knows how I can get with guys sometimes, how they think on the outer self.
From knowing me for so long he wishes he could find someone as self confident in life, who can have fun in any given situation, and who knows what they want in life. And of course drama free. HA
He has given me such help in life and he will be in town this weekend. Even at the gallery closing!
From all I have met from SG I have had such a blast.
I have gotten to know alot of great souls that I would never have met in regular life. So many have done great things for me. I am so thankful and I am truly happy right now. I have learned from one true friend to get completely over my past. I have parted and made amends with myself and him.
I am a new person I think. Thank god my life has turned around. Funny that such a thing could have happened from a website. But you know what, its not.
Its a grand thing and it kicks ass in my eyes.
& 
Darlings
Thank You so much for brightening my future.
And to those who sucked and turned away OH WELL!
I was annoying to you. I wasn't what you wanted or expected. I was too much to handle.
I wasn't _________ (Enter your own damn insecurity here)
I have felt for the longest time that people get turned off by me, because I am what they wish to be. They are jealous and wish they could laugh. Be carefree!
Self confident, etc. I am intelligent, funny, respectful, caring, flirtatious, bold, truthful, carefree, sarcastic, and will do what is in my heart. I WILL be a psychologist and help kids who deserve a second chance in life and help them achieve a better life.
My life has been dark and that is my own fault.
The past is the past and the future is what we all need to look forward to.
I heard of Suicide Girls from HBO's Real Sex. I fell in love with the idea of this site and finally joined after we split up.
I wanted to meet new people and had no time really with full time school and 2 part time jobs so I joined this site.
While I stared at the moon and stars I was thinking on the good and the bad of this past year. I am truly thankful for what this site has done for me. Alot of people think it odd to meet others from a site. To go on a blind date from a site.
But it has been so much fun and sometimes hasn't been so much fun. Those who thought I rocked then I met blew past me cause god knows why. I say BAH to them.
I am a great person and my personality kicks way more ass then most "pretty" girls. My friend Terry says it doesn't matter what a girl looks like. He knows how I can get with guys sometimes, how they think on the outer self.
From knowing me for so long he wishes he could find someone as self confident in life, who can have fun in any given situation, and who knows what they want in life. And of course drama free. HA
He has given me such help in life and he will be in town this weekend. Even at the gallery closing!
From all I have met from SG I have had such a blast.
I have gotten to know alot of great souls that I would never have met in regular life. So many have done great things for me. I am so thankful and I am truly happy right now. I have learned from one true friend to get completely over my past. I have parted and made amends with myself and him.
I am a new person I think. Thank god my life has turned around. Funny that such a thing could have happened from a website. But you know what, its not.
Its a grand thing and it kicks ass in my eyes.
& Darlings
Thank You so much for brightening my future.
And to those who sucked and turned away OH WELL!
I was annoying to you. I wasn't what you wanted or expected. I was too much to handle.
I wasn't _________ (Enter your own damn insecurity here)
I have felt for the longest time that people get turned off by me, because I am what they wish to be. They are jealous and wish they could laugh. Be carefree!
Self confident, etc. I am intelligent, funny, respectful, caring, flirtatious, bold, truthful, carefree, sarcastic, and will do what is in my heart. I WILL be a psychologist and help kids who deserve a second chance in life and help them achieve a better life.
My life has been dark and that is my own fault.
The past is the past and the future is what we all need to look forward to.
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my good time moved to north carolina today.
[Edited on Jul 07, 2005 8:55PM]