allycat_13

I don't have a clue as to what I should do or feel. I feel like just curling in a ball and crying myself to sleep. He won't ever be the same with me and I dread this new relationship. Why did he have to meet some girl and move her down here. I can't picture him with his arms around her. I can't picture them looking at each other with loving eyes. I miss him so much and hate this new chapter in my life. I can't focus on myself while he drills into my brain. Damn him for being so kind during our break-up. That makes it so hard to cover the sadness with anger. Anger conquers any feeling of emotion.