So went to a Latin wedding on Saturday. Oh my GOD it was so much fun! I wore this pretty pink dress I wore to the homecoming dance in my senior year in high school. Its a size medium too! Got a picture, need to get it from Joe though.
Just what I needed after a week of school from 8-noon and getting up at 6:35 am just to get there.
Hate being a girl and getting on make-up. Why do I care NOW what I look like? I never did before!
Maybe its all this weight loss and looking and feeling better about myself that I want to look my best. An increase in self esteem and wanting to impress others. The psychology behind it eh?
Anyway I started drinking after seeing the liquor bottles amongst the Chilean wine bottles. I was making this
face when I saw the table. I hoped there would be hard liquor since Cup of karmas step father likes liqour.
So I had no food really in my tummy and downed one drink before the actual ceremony. I cried when Alanka (love her name
) and Rob were exchanging vows. I never really cry, but I know them a little bit and know how much Rob loves Ilanka and he smiled so big and looked like he was going to cry that I was feeling so happy for him. All I could think about was a man who would feel that way for me one day and hoping that I would have a wonderful day of my own one day which I never really want cause I despise happiness like that cause I don't trust men enough (can you blame me with the luck of my ex James and my recent shite) cause they are weak minded individuals who usually cheat and screw up anyhow. Divorce is nasty period and I see things happen so much.
BUT I hope to one day meet someone later on in my life after I grow up that I will spend the rest of my life with.
I do want to have children, but again can a man withstand this mind of mine long enough to go through all the trials and tribulations of someone like me? ha ha Weaknesses like them, I don't think so. I really do want children, but I have to be off meds for about a year I think then be pregnant AND off meds?!?!?!?! IF a guy can handle hormones and a chemical imbalanced woman I will seriously give him props for that. Alot of trust and therapy will have to happen if I am going to have kids.
Anyway the ceremony was beautiful and I had 2 more whiskey and cokes so that was 3 drinks on little food. Snacked here and there then drank another, drink #4. Then we finally ate what was called the Christmas pork by Cup of Karma (FUCKEN amazing), Ilankas mother from Chile made this chicken and raisin stuff, and we had white rice. It was all very yummy and smelled excellent!
Then we toasted with champagne, drink #5. Joe, Cup of Karmas husband did the toast. He was so nervous!
He did a great job though and everyone else said something. Even Robs nephews ages 10 and 15 each who downed a cup of champagne. ha ha
Then I proceeded to catch the bouquet after the practice throw (wtf, does that count, ha ha) so I am going to get married then if memory served me correct. heh
And after that I drank about 2 or three more drinks and hung out with friends of the family.
Alot of fun and laughed all night.
Got to Cup of karmas at 1 am and smoked the pot until 4 am. Her brother greg who flaked out on the wedding showed up so was good to see him. His ADD ass always cracks me up.
Just what I needed after a week of school from 8-noon and getting up at 6:35 am just to get there.
Hate being a girl and getting on make-up. Why do I care NOW what I look like? I never did before!
Maybe its all this weight loss and looking and feeling better about myself that I want to look my best. An increase in self esteem and wanting to impress others. The psychology behind it eh?
Anyway I started drinking after seeing the liquor bottles amongst the Chilean wine bottles. I was making this
face when I saw the table. I hoped there would be hard liquor since Cup of karmas step father likes liqour.
So I had no food really in my tummy and downed one drink before the actual ceremony. I cried when Alanka (love her name
) and Rob were exchanging vows. I never really cry, but I know them a little bit and know how much Rob loves Ilanka and he smiled so big and looked like he was going to cry that I was feeling so happy for him. All I could think about was a man who would feel that way for me one day and hoping that I would have a wonderful day of my own one day which I never really want cause I despise happiness like that cause I don't trust men enough (can you blame me with the luck of my ex James and my recent shite) cause they are weak minded individuals who usually cheat and screw up anyhow. Divorce is nasty period and I see things happen so much.
BUT I hope to one day meet someone later on in my life after I grow up that I will spend the rest of my life with.
I do want to have children, but again can a man withstand this mind of mine long enough to go through all the trials and tribulations of someone like me? ha ha Weaknesses like them, I don't think so. I really do want children, but I have to be off meds for about a year I think then be pregnant AND off meds?!?!?!?! IF a guy can handle hormones and a chemical imbalanced woman I will seriously give him props for that. Alot of trust and therapy will have to happen if I am going to have kids.
Anyway the ceremony was beautiful and I had 2 more whiskey and cokes so that was 3 drinks on little food. Snacked here and there then drank another, drink #4. Then we finally ate what was called the Christmas pork by Cup of Karma (FUCKEN amazing), Ilankas mother from Chile made this chicken and raisin stuff, and we had white rice. It was all very yummy and smelled excellent!
Then we toasted with champagne, drink #5. Joe, Cup of Karmas husband did the toast. He was so nervous!
He did a great job though and everyone else said something. Even Robs nephews ages 10 and 15 each who downed a cup of champagne. ha ha
Then I proceeded to catch the bouquet after the practice throw (wtf, does that count, ha ha) so I am going to get married then if memory served me correct. heh
And after that I drank about 2 or three more drinks and hung out with friends of the family.
Alot of fun and laughed all night.
Got to Cup of karmas at 1 am and smoked the pot until 4 am. Her brother greg who flaked out on the wedding showed up so was good to see him. His ADD ass always cracks me up.
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spaceboy:
Yeah, at least you got in for free and met rasputina 
sapiens:
Good seeing you!