allycat_13

Little image to describe the inside.......

I had these lyrics for Valentines Day this year as an ode to us single's. I have them again for me, to say goodbye to someone who I am disliking more and more. Of course I'm talking about "him" and don't wish to utter "his" name since its not even worth it anymore.
Everyone should know who I am speaking of and who knows if I will actually get to break up with him this weekend since I wish to, but he seems to not want to contact me like all the other times. Grrrrrrrrrrr Very frustrating to say the least when ones "boyfriend" doesn't act like a "boyfriend" at all.
I wonder if he is distant because he thinks I am falling in Love with him? HA That is laughable beyond belief!
I want to do it in person since my last ex did it over the phone with me and that is a coward way of doing it.
I don't want to be friends with benefits and I don't want to see other people which I think he wants to do as well as seeing me. Wtf?
I know this is way too much information, but this is getting shit out and if alot of folks read this then oh well. Its my life and if people know then oh well. I doubt he will be around much longer and if we did work things out who knows if anyone would meet him from this site.
I just know that having 4 days of school a week and classes from 8-noon is enough to worry about then "him" so fuck this shit for right now. I have better things to do with my time.

I put "single" on Myspace since he never put "in a relatinship" on his so why should I be the dumb one any longer, right?
Looks like I have been for 3 weeks so not anymore.
I said after James that I wouldn't be with an asshole again.
Looks like I made the mistake again of getting involved with another, but this time it hasn't been more then a month so good for me for growing some balls and ditching this fuckstick now.
Too bad I didn't listen to the many friends 2 weeks ago and said goodbye then. Sorry guys! Thanks for listening to my many excuses I made for "him" and my complaints, etc.
You put up with alot and I am done with this. Hopefully it will be worked out soon, if not oh well. He won't hear from me anymore.........


THE POSTAL SERVICE LYRICS

"Nothing Better"

Will someone please call a surgeon
Who can crack my ribs and repair this broken heart
That you're deserting for better company?
I can't accept that it's over...
I will block the door like a goalie tending the net
In the third quarter of a tied-game rivalry

So just say how to make it right
And i swear i'll do my best to comply

Tell me am i right to think that there could be nothing better
Than making you my bride and slowly growing old together

I feel I must interject here you're getting carried away feeling sorry for yourself
With these revisions and gaps in history
So let me help you remember.
I've made charts and graphs that should finally make it clear.
I've prepared a lecture on why i have to leave

So please back away and let me go
I can't my darling i love you so...

Oh, oh

Tell me am i right to think that there could be nothing better
Than making you my bride and slowly growing old together
Don't you feed me lines about some idealistic future
Your heart won't heal right if you keep tearing out the sutures

I admit that i have made mistakes and i swear
I'll never wrong you again
You've got a lure i can't deny,
But you've had your chance so say goodbye
Say goodbye