While smoking a ciggie outside I was relaxing and pondering on the last year or so. I was in complete disarray over my break up as any girl usually is. I needed something new in my life. Something to get my mind off of my misery.
I heard of Suicide Girls from HBO's Real Sex. I fell in love with the idea of this site...
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I heard of Suicide Girls from HBO's Real Sex. I fell in love with the idea of this site...
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No hangover! ROCK!!!!!!!!
Did the Halo thing at Vash's saturday. Played off and on throughout the night. Finally some other smot pokers joined Halo night and smoked me tarded for hours.
Went to Ihop like last weekend and pigged out on the usual breakfast then ate cheesecake. I fucken LOVE cheesecake!
Crashed about the time the sun came up. We always stay up until its...
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Did the Halo thing at Vash's saturday. Played off and on throughout the night. Finally some other smot pokers joined Halo night and smoked me tarded for hours.
Went to Ihop like last weekend and pigged out on the usual breakfast then ate cheesecake. I fucken LOVE cheesecake!
Crashed about the time the sun came up. We always stay up until its...
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angelkid:
halo steals too many lives away
but it's still fun as hell. I have totally forgotten who Girl 666 was. I should have made a note,
noctem:
Hey....
Wednesday night kicked so much ass! I had 5 people come out to Deep Ellum.
Brought Kayla and Roy from work with moi. Called up Rush and Xcdat to go also. Picked up Kayla, Roy, and Rush then headed on down 75. My god I hate traffic, bastards closed 75 off (AGAIN) and I went down 635 once then twice then finally down Coit back...
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Brought Kayla and Roy from work with moi. Called up Rush and Xcdat to go also. Picked up Kayla, Roy, and Rush then headed on down 75. My god I hate traffic, bastards closed 75 off (AGAIN) and I went down 635 once then twice then finally down Coit back...
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hiltinkerbell:
awww u adorable
xcdat:
You freaking drunk... I was standing right there when Mark was telling you about the artist and not getting off work and such
Dunno... See what comes up, after last week, the last thing on my mind is another drive to Dallas.
Dunno... See what comes up, after last week, the last thing on my mind is another drive to Dallas.
Tamales are good.
That is all
That is all
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mago:

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[Edited on Jun 23, 2005 11:35PM]
xiiibullets:
why the hell is every one talking about food in there journal... its making me hungry
Its almost 6 Am so please don't freak out.
Pipest told me of a psychobilly band playing in Ellum. For those non DFW people that means Deep Ellum where a whole bunch of bands play and if you want you can get a tattoo. he he
Alot of fun and I have never heard psychobilly, even rockabilly so it was fun. Even though I was...
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Pipest told me of a psychobilly band playing in Ellum. For those non DFW people that means Deep Ellum where a whole bunch of bands play and if you want you can get a tattoo. he he
Alot of fun and I have never heard psychobilly, even rockabilly so it was fun. Even though I was...
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minceir:
I prefer the hand it is cheaper
minceir:
did you get messenger working?
I is bored.
Weeeeeeeeeeeeeee
Okay this post is fun! I am sober and that makes me very
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The stoner fairy should swing on by my house. I would love that so!!!! Or someone could just help me out and smoke me out. Like......... NOW!!!!!
Want to go out wednesday night since I only have wednesday and sunday off. Dallas sounds mighty fun!
Whos in?!?!?!?!?
Weeeeeeeeeeeeeee
Okay this post is fun! I am sober and that makes me very
The stoner fairy should swing on by my house. I would love that so!!!! Or someone could just help me out and smoke me out. Like......... NOW!!!!!
Want to go out wednesday night since I only have wednesday and sunday off. Dallas sounds mighty fun!
Whos in?!?!?!?!?
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xcdat:
That's what it says

xcdat:
I feel like a total asshole... I'm sooo sorry.
Um yeah, its early and I should be asleep.
Heres some advice for you smokers out there:
Make sure your door is unlocked before you close the front door to your house to go smoke a ciggie.
I have some cuts on my right hand and a cut on my right arm thanks to moi locking the door at 3 Am and the end result...
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Heres some advice for you smokers out there:
Make sure your door is unlocked before you close the front door to your house to go smoke a ciggie.
I have some cuts on my right hand and a cut on my right arm thanks to moi locking the door at 3 Am and the end result...
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minceir:
I'd do the same, or attach a transmitter to them.
It must be sad having to wait until you are 21 before going to a bar. Here it is 18 and for to get learners 17 six months to drive.
It must be sad having to wait until you are 21 before going to a bar. Here it is 18 and for to get learners 17 six months to drive.
mulhollanddrive:
You are so right! She's a great gal. I feel like I am so lucky. I'm very grateful too. Sorry to hear about your arm. I've done that several times. It was only serious once. Bled for 2 days. I probably should have gotten stitches, but I didn't. Now I have a nice little scar. Have a great week.
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I wish..........
People could be honest.
Truth was told.
Real emotion was dealt to me.
To be happy for once.
For attention to be dealt unto me.
To call on a friend and have them be there for me.
To not be the shoulder for once.
To be held more often.
To not be secluded within this mind like a caged animal.
People could be honest.
Truth was told.
Real emotion was dealt to me.
To be happy for once.
For attention to be dealt unto me.
To call on a friend and have them be there for me.
To not be the shoulder for once.
To be held more often.
To not be secluded within this mind like a caged animal.
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mishou:
my mother trained us from an early age.
is shopping considered girly?
is shopping considered girly?
drunkpandainc:
of course you are invited. got some new players. hopefully we will have a good turn out but who knows. laters

Tasteless Bliss June 7, 05
Rage dwells within
Consumed within these four walls
of dark stone
My only view of this world behind
steel bars
Black thorns tighten there grip
upon my caged heart
Loneliness creeps in like a
godforsaken plague
These screams seem neverending
A lifetime of suffering and loving misery
Kindness done unto me only to be
extinguished as did my Life's eternal...
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Rage dwells within
Consumed within these four walls
of dark stone
My only view of this world behind
steel bars
Black thorns tighten there grip
upon my caged heart
Loneliness creeps in like a
godforsaken plague
These screams seem neverending
A lifetime of suffering and loving misery
Kindness done unto me only to be
extinguished as did my Life's eternal...
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minceir:
I am currently on anti-depressants, and am learning about turning my life around and looking at the positive side of life. it is a step by step process and sometimes i backstep a bit. I will get to the top and go through the door.
cheapbastard:
oh, I *totally* sounded the fool, I'm sure.
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b57913:
you changed your name!
minceir:
Always can have a double date a threesome and a foursome all in one.
HMMMMMMMMMMMM
Its 3:21 in the AM. I am bored watching a movie called Dearest Dolly starring Demonic Dolls!!!!!!!!
How funny is that!
Oh my, thunder is roaring. I want to go play out in the rain with a kite. Fly it high into the nights sky. Calm me down a bit like the Simpsons. he he Hello mother dearest.
Alot of peoples have done this...
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Its 3:21 in the AM. I am bored watching a movie called Dearest Dolly starring Demonic Dolls!!!!!!!!
How funny is that!
Oh my, thunder is roaring. I want to go play out in the rain with a kite. Fly it high into the nights sky. Calm me down a bit like the Simpsons. he he Hello mother dearest.
Alot of peoples have done this...
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xcdat:
OK... I'll show my ignornance..
What is the significance of Ashlar?
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What is the significance of Ashlar?
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xcdat:
Thanks for enlightening me...
Hope your doing well.
Offical petitioned Question:
How many pillows do you sleep with?
Hope your doing well.
Offical petitioned Question:
How many pillows do you sleep with?
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attack_macaque:
Done!
mishou:
he's my favorite person.
i'll look at my mom and wonder... how in the hell can this cheery, winnie the pooh clad human be my mother???
then i'll look at the other end of the table at my father all tatt'd up and cynical.
and realize i'm half and half...
i'll look at my mom and wonder... how in the hell can this cheery, winnie the pooh clad human be my mother???
then i'll look at the other end of the table at my father all tatt'd up and cynical.
and realize i'm half and half...

my good time moved to north carolina today.
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