So finals are in two weeks. I won't be able to play much, only this weekend and the 12th for some bowling.
Want to get good grades this semester, but like a dumbass I let emotions get the better of me. My rule for school is I smoke bud only on the weekends. Durig the week a clear head is needed. A person gets way...
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Want to get good grades this semester, but like a dumbass I let emotions get the better of me. My rule for school is I smoke bud only on the weekends. Durig the week a clear head is needed. A person gets way...
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Still in Atlanta, GA. Will leave for airport at 4 pm, I think. Can't wait to smoke a shitload when I get home. Been sober for 5 days and its killing me. I'm not addicted to MJ, but its hard to relax with the family circus in town.
Remember kiddies addiction is mind over matter.
I am so fucken proud of my little bro.
He...
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Remember kiddies addiction is mind over matter.
I am so fucken proud of my little bro.
He...
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scarredangel:
No, I'm not off, But I do get to go in late. Let me see if I can convince Emily to meet thursday... Have a good day! 
zappagonzo:
The pin-up's are done with colored pencil on colored pastel paper. It takes a month to two months to do one of these things because I want to get every single detail of the photos into the drawing. I'll check the SGDFW page as soon as possible. Thanks!
Here is an old poem. From August of last year.Enjoy!!!!
Untitled
I'm a slave in my own
Fucked up prison
grounded inside my
rotting cell
No one knows but me that
you all hate to see me die
inside
This will never cease to be,
no one can help me escape my
insanity deep inside
Stop being insane,
change your path of stars
Do you...
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Untitled
I'm a slave in my own
Fucked up prison
grounded inside my
rotting cell
No one knows but me that
you all hate to see me die
inside
This will never cease to be,
no one can help me escape my
insanity deep inside
Stop being insane,
change your path of stars
Do you...
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vonbaxter:
Hope you have a great Thanksgiving! 
xiiibullets:
Just noticed you got pink floyd in your favorite bands, thats cool.
And i do the same thing with vermillion pt1 and pt2.
That song has actualy inspired me to change a few things about my self
And i do the same thing with vermillion pt1 and pt2.
That song has actualy inspired me to change a few things about my self
Okay this is getting too full. Here is a new journal to read.
Nothing to report, but I get to cram a session of studying for the next 4-6 hours so I can try and pass my Gov't class which I am probably failing at this point in time. The test is tomorrow so I will try and do my best.
Feeling a little better...
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Nothing to report, but I get to cram a session of studying for the next 4-6 hours so I can try and pass my Gov't class which I am probably failing at this point in time. The test is tomorrow so I will try and do my best.
Feeling a little better...
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I don't have a clue as to what I should do or feel. I feel like just curling in a ball and crying myself to sleep. He won't ever be the same with me and I dread this new relationship. Why did he have to meet some girl and move her down here. I can't picture him with his arms around her. I can't picture...
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nightmares:
If you were closer I would take your pictures....
New poem for a new day. This is the happiest poem that I have. unfortunatly its about my current ex and where i wanted to end up with him. Written 9-14-00 when I was sooo in love.
Unbreakable Bond
The sun beams down upon
her golden skin while wind
blows gently through her hair
She feels unbelievable, loved,
and beautiful as she lays in his...
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Unbreakable Bond
The sun beams down upon
her golden skin while wind
blows gently through her hair
She feels unbelievable, loved,
and beautiful as she lays in his...
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sylphio:
That's cool about it ending peaceful like that, endings like that throw me off though, I end up spending the month after thinking "we broke up like that, huh? ok "
well then here's to preventing love at all cost *raises mug* cheers!!!
well then here's to preventing love at all cost *raises mug* cheers!!!
danyul:
it sucks, specially when that person is telling you they love you and want to spend the rest of their lives with you and already start planning out some of said life. Then one day just tell you that they're not ready for a committed relationship and that they probably didn't feel the way they were telling you in the first place. love.... 
Okay people, gonna start putting my poems here and see what people have to say about them. This first poem is from 2-2-02. Enjoy!!!!
Rose of Misery
My Rose of Misery hangs at the head
of my bed encased in steel brs that
are cold and dreary
My Rose follows me wherever
I go and whomever I love
The blackened petals are full
of life...
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Rose of Misery
My Rose of Misery hangs at the head
of my bed encased in steel brs that
are cold and dreary
My Rose follows me wherever
I go and whomever I love
The blackened petals are full
of life...
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fugue:
unruhe means unrest. and put me on your im list
_mre_:
I used to hate Linkin Park, but for some reason their stuff is starting to grow on me. As for being from Louisiana, it's a great place to visit, but it sucks to live there. EVERYBODY says Cali is expensive. I am spending less, making more, weather's great, have no major complaints so far except gas. My car has to have premium or it misfires and runs like crap. The cheapest I've paid here is 2.49, but it's all good. Arizona was at 2.83 when I drove through last week!
Your poem is a little too cheery for my taste. Good stuff, I will be sure to check back soon to read more of you works.
Your poem is a little too cheery for my taste
. Good stuff, I will be sure to check back soon to read more of you works. Okay new journal!!!!
Getting sick to my stomach with anxiety issues. I keep thinking it will go away if I stop thinking, but I can't turn off my brain.
I love all these comments.
Now I have more people to talk to, Yay!!!
I need to listen to all sorts of music that I know nothing about. The only Emo I know is Dashboard and...
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Getting sick to my stomach with anxiety issues. I keep thinking it will go away if I stop thinking, but I can't turn off my brain.
I love all these comments.
Now I have more people to talk to, Yay!!!
I need to listen to all sorts of music that I know nothing about. The only Emo I know is Dashboard and...
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phineas:
um..thanks. and yes, slayer is great.
phineas:
definitely not sober
Why do I have to think about my ex so much? This is utter bullshit the way he drills into my brain. He is not worth my fucking time to think about every damn day. I need to focus on school and nothing more.
faelynia:
i think about the two ex's that i truly loved... almost all the time.
whether it is some off memory of doing something with them before... or it is just comparing the new crush, to see how they measure up...
they say times heals everything....
i think they're wrong.
i think love heals everything, and once ya get back in the zone, new memories will be made.
whether it is some off memory of doing something with them before... or it is just comparing the new crush, to see how they measure up...
they say times heals everything....
i think they're wrong.
i think love heals everything, and once ya get back in the zone, new memories will be made.
keithyboy20:
The DKM stands for "Dropkick Murphy's" and my dogs are boston terriers. Thanks for the good luck wishes. The computer's working much better now so I'll be around more often than bi-monthly. 
I don't think one can ever truly get over an ex that was really special to them. I've been split up for years and she still haunts my mind every now and then. Give it time and you'll gradually let go. You'll be ok, I promise.
[Edited on Oct 28, 2004 8:52AM]
I don't think one can ever truly get over an ex that was really special to them. I've been split up for years and she still haunts my mind every now and then. Give it time and you'll gradually let go. You'll be ok, I promise. [Edited on Oct 28, 2004 8:52AM]
allycat_13:
photos
So this is how you do this shit. 
I thought commenting meant adding to my shit or something. I don't want to get out the door yet. Listening to Offspring, some song anout a girl acting like a ho. He He!!!
Seven shots of jaegar, that would be fun. I love me some fucken whiskey, Bitches!!!!!!!!!!!
I thought commenting meant adding to my shit or something. I don't want to get out the door yet. Listening to Offspring, some song anout a girl acting like a ho. He He!!!
Seven shots of jaegar, that would be fun. I love me some fucken whiskey, Bitches!!!!!!!!!!!
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sylphio:
Hey thanks for adding me, my best friend just went into the army and I'm hoping it's not the last I see of him. 
How's your bro doing in basic? Do you even get to hear from him?
How's your bro doing in basic? Do you even get to hear from him?
jacinda:
btw i do need more girls for my fantasy
God I need to get layed!!!!!!!!!!!
fugue:
you are very correct, i hate the darkness and would like to hang whoever signed them. check out the manhandlers from chicago, my new favorite band,
www.themanhandlers.com
www.themanhandlers.com
fugue:
i sort of like velvet revolver and i really like the donna's, not to fond of the rest of those bands though. i love old country and old punk too. i really like bloodshot country, i am after all from chicago, so it's neko case, the waco brothers, that sort of thing. www.bloodshotrecords.com
check these bands out as well
www.siderunners.com
www.thereadletter.com
got any bands i might not know send me their sites
check these bands out as well
www.siderunners.com
www.thereadletter.com
got any bands i might not know send me their sites
~Nightmares~
2 weeks and i am done with classes too..then work 55 hours a week to make some cash...
Heff