Untitled Feb.13, 2005
She sleeps with eyes wide open
Dreams of another life take hold
Memories flash and fade within
Times of oppression and rage
Her body begins to tremble
from so much pain
Death is everywhere
Can she not wake up?
The rulers of this land seem
to be her captors
Chained, beaten, raped
She lies in a fetal position
unable to utter a...
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She sleeps with eyes wide open
Dreams of another life take hold
Memories flash and fade within
Times of oppression and rage
Her body begins to tremble
from so much pain
Death is everywhere
Can she not wake up?
The rulers of this land seem
to be her captors
Chained, beaten, raped
She lies in a fetal position
unable to utter a...
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Untitled Feb. 10, 2005
Stinging pain
Veins rush with poison
Paralysis takes over my body
I've felt this way
before, but when was
I ever so still?
A smile creeps or so
I think to myself
Nothing moves as my
breath begins to shorten
As I lay here dying
the wind caresses my face
I feel so warm even though
the end is near
Slither...
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Stinging pain
Veins rush with poison
Paralysis takes over my body
I've felt this way
before, but when was
I ever so still?
A smile creeps or so
I think to myself
Nothing moves as my
breath begins to shorten
As I lay here dying
the wind caresses my face
I feel so warm even though
the end is near
Slither...
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lc2:
I'll talk to everyone that lives around here (Grand Prairie, Ft.Worth, etc) and see what we can set up.
Sound good?
Sound good?
mago:
you said it hon!! time will tell! i just wrote that in someone else's journal. i think i can get through my quietitis w/out a 'script..lol
so how's it hanging?
so how's it hanging?
An ode to Valentines Day
Smashing Pumpkins
Cupid de Locke
And in the land of star crossed lovers
and barren hearted wanderers
Forever lost in forsaken missives and satan's pull
We seek the Unseekable and we speak the Unspeakable
Our hopes Dead gathering dust to dust
In Faith, in Compassion, and in Love
Here here to all those lovely loners out there.
And here here...
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Smashing Pumpkins
Cupid de Locke
And in the land of star crossed lovers
and barren hearted wanderers
Forever lost in forsaken missives and satan's pull
We seek the Unseekable and we speak the Unspeakable
Our hopes Dead gathering dust to dust
In Faith, in Compassion, and in Love
Here here to all those lovely loners out there.
And here here...
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jessicalea:
I wont be able to make it Friday b/c Fridays I keep my darling baby LOLA, but I will def come out for bowling, and we'll see maybe the new boy will want to go on Fri. and I will get a sitter...even though I am the sitter.........
lc2:
Good 'ol Anatomy & Physiology.
I had to take I and II....hated that class.
I did pretty damn good on my test if I do say so myself.
I might just have to celebrate on Friday.
Who all is going?...Not that it really matters...just curious.
I had to take I and II....hated that class.
I did pretty damn good on my test if I do say so myself.
I might just have to celebrate on Friday.
Who all is going?...Not that it really matters...just curious.
32 Leaves CHOKE
See me crumble - Melt away
I cut myself and bleed yesterday
I don't want Nothing I don't see Nothing in You
Please don't expect too much from me (she said)
Just thought I'd let you know, I'm by your side
She says wih a smile knowingly.....
Like a wall with a nail ripped out
I can't remember the basis of my...
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See me crumble - Melt away
I cut myself and bleed yesterday
I don't want Nothing I don't see Nothing in You
Please don't expect too much from me (she said)
Just thought I'd let you know, I'm by your side
She says wih a smile knowingly.....
Like a wall with a nail ripped out
I can't remember the basis of my...
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drunkpandainc:
brkksr sirk umms drunkw ogag may ass. yup. wik
ayres:
Entreteinment???????? THEY MAKE ME WANNA START SHOOTING IN THE FUCKING TRAIN!
I get stressed with so little things... a guy that steps over me makes me wanna kill him slowly, so he can feel all the pain in the world.
EVIL PEOPLE!
Yes, Sars Mask will be the next purchase... yeah!
I get stressed with so little things... a guy that steps over me makes me wanna kill him slowly, so he can feel all the pain in the world.
EVIL PEOPLE!
Yes, Sars Mask will be the next purchase... yeah!
Black Tangled Heart Silverchair
Maybe your luck has changed settle down
Maybe I'm just deranged and on the rebound
Maybe Love was the thing holding me back from all
Maybe I'm just the thing to break my own fall
Take the rope to my heart and Fall
You may just be the last before you
See the Black Tangled Heart fall
Maybe departure's good makes...
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Maybe your luck has changed settle down
Maybe I'm just deranged and on the rebound
Maybe Love was the thing holding me back from all
Maybe I'm just the thing to break my own fall
Take the rope to my heart and Fall
You may just be the last before you
See the Black Tangled Heart fall
Maybe departure's good makes...
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drunkpandainc:
lol i did it cause it was my last night off and i didnt want to waste it...not to mention if i say i am gonna do somthing nothing short of death will keep me from doing it..lol. yeah i sucked. wheres your sense of adventure!!! all you had to do was get out in the middle of the ice and let your instincts to stay standing up take over..lol
mago:
Saul W is awesome!! Haha! he may sound a little funky to some peeps but his words are so very righteous. I'm so glad you made your way through my journal entry on him..powerful shit!! i know it's long as shit but its very moving as well!!
Hope you checked his website too...there's videos, interviews articles, and a overall cool as shit well designed site!Here
Have a good day hon!!
Later Gator
Hope you checked his website too...there's videos, interviews articles, and a overall cool as shit well designed site!Here
Have a good day hon!!
Later Gator
Does somebody have a case of the Monday's???????
I would blow that womens head off with my sawed off shoutgun if she ever uttered that phrase to me.
No crossing guard so I got to sleep in til 9 AM then just little Ol' 6:30 AM. Love it when my parents are uninformed and I get screams of your late at 7:00 AM cause they...
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I would blow that womens head off with my sawed off shoutgun if she ever uttered that phrase to me.
No crossing guard so I got to sleep in til 9 AM then just little Ol' 6:30 AM. Love it when my parents are uninformed and I get screams of your late at 7:00 AM cause they...
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junko:
re: I actually live in Plano. Been here for around nine years already. Didn't know the thing at the Galleria has actually been decided on. Hopefully be seeing you there. ^^ Sounds fun.
mago:
That has got to be the nicest testimonial ever, thank you ever sooo much sweetie!!
That has got to be the nicest testimonial ever, thank you ever sooo much sweetie!! 2nd week of school, good times thus far.
Last weekend was kick ass. I now know to eat something if I wish to stay awake and not get stomach aches. I got so drunk on saturday at an interesting party. I fell asleep when weirdness was at its highest. Damn for laying down for a sec!!!!! I obtained my first hangover on sunday. Never drink...
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Last weekend was kick ass. I now know to eat something if I wish to stay awake and not get stomach aches. I got so drunk on saturday at an interesting party. I fell asleep when weirdness was at its highest. Damn for laying down for a sec!!!!! I obtained my first hangover on sunday. Never drink...
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zombievengence:
I drank too last night
lilmissmorbid:
Yeah lemme know what numbers interest you and I can give you the information on them.
You talking to me?
You talking to me?
I don't see anyone else here, you must be talking to me!
BLOW ME
You talking to me?
I don't see anyone else here, you must be talking to me!
BLOW ME
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drunkpandainc:
big louie rules all. your more than welcome to join us to go see slipknot. i always get an extra ticket cause you never know who might wanna go at the last minute. hope your having a great day!! and i have been getting plenty of sleep on my days off lol. laters
zombievengence:
no, I'm just talkingto the voices in my head. 
I love my new class : Human Sexuality!!!!
Its going to be so much fun to see why the brain does what it does, why we have sexual problems, pornography issues, etc.
I have to take this course for my associates degree for psychology so its a bonus since I am in love with the human mind.
I checked out a book I have wanted...
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Its going to be so much fun to see why the brain does what it does, why we have sexual problems, pornography issues, etc.
I have to take this course for my associates degree for psychology so its a bonus since I am in love with the human mind.
I checked out a book I have wanted...
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xcdat:
Thanks for organizing things...i needed to get out. 
Seven Mary Three Shelf Life
Words keep falling from my mouth
Trying just to slow them down
Keep spilling around saying why do hurt me
And they find that its my gift
The only gift I'm fit to bring
Then put me on your shelf
see the wind turn me
If it's the only gift I'm fit to give
Then put me on your shelf...
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Words keep falling from my mouth
Trying just to slow them down
Keep spilling around saying why do hurt me
And they find that its my gift
The only gift I'm fit to bring
Then put me on your shelf
see the wind turn me
If it's the only gift I'm fit to give
Then put me on your shelf...
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emily_m:
Would Feburary 20th work for you for bowling?
xiiibullets:
I saw that movie last week, still dont know weather or not I like it...
Im going to go see a doctor tomorow about being my depression and angsiety..
I kinda lost it on friday, Left work early, and drove for like 4 hours.. ended up in kentucky before I turned around stoped off and bought jennie some flowers. Came back, waited outside work for her to come out, we talked, She aint interested, gave her the flowers. then went home..
I dont realy understand why after all that crap, But im realy not upset that shes not interested, But im still having problems every time I see her with some one else, Thats why im going to get help.. I dont know what I would do if I ever made her hate me.... and im afraid that if i go on like this I would, or I would do something realy bad to myself, almost did on friday, but luckly after I finished shaving my head I was a less depressed...
so anyways, again.. thanks for your h elp and advice..
Im going to go see a doctor tomorow about being my depression and angsiety..
I kinda lost it on friday, Left work early, and drove for like 4 hours.. ended up in kentucky before I turned around stoped off and bought jennie some flowers. Came back, waited outside work for her to come out, we talked, She aint interested, gave her the flowers. then went home..
I dont realy understand why after all that crap, But im realy not upset that shes not interested, But im still having problems every time I see her with some one else, Thats why im going to get help.. I dont know what I would do if I ever made her hate me.... and im afraid that if i go on like this I would, or I would do something realy bad to myself, almost did on friday, but luckly after I finished shaving my head I was a less depressed...
so anyways, again.. thanks for your h elp and advice..
Tried and failed to do a post of what color are you. Messed up and did two entries. My last one is lyrics from the Crow: City of Angles soundtrack.
This post shall have expressions.
This post shall have expressions.
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pingz:
More like i'm up damn late. 
b57913:
you know what that means...
you know what that means...
Linda Perry (4 Non Blondes) Knock Me Out
You Knocked me out
You bit my lip
You held me down and kept me sober
Through all this time, with no regret
I guess thats just the way I like it
Maybe when I'm free I realize all you ever
wanted, to share all the peace
Something I never wanted
So wait, don't go
Seems though...
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You Knocked me out
You bit my lip
You held me down and kept me sober
Through all this time, with no regret
I guess thats just the way I like it
Maybe when I'm free I realize all you ever
wanted, to share all the peace
Something I never wanted
So wait, don't go
Seems though...
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pingz:
wow... this is old school now.
pingz:
The song is originally from her first and only solo album "In Flight".
but the funniest insult ever, is, survey says.........numbnuts!
no one knows what it means, but its bad.
*obligatory frienship dance*