Suicide Trees
by Otep
[1]
I spent my whole life
in love with despair
kept my lungs full
with the breath of their
mute atmosphere
... I became what I hate.
and thus shall I remain
to give birth to a mighty assassin
armed with a weapon of words
to defy the lies
to never compromise
no.
today, my name .... is pain.
[2]
I...
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by Otep
[1]
I spent my whole life
in love with despair
kept my lungs full
with the breath of their
mute atmosphere
... I became what I hate.
and thus shall I remain
to give birth to a mighty assassin
armed with a weapon of words
to defy the lies
to never compromise
no.
today, my name .... is pain.
[2]
I...
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Jane Siberry
It Can't Rain All the Time
We walked the narrow path
Beneath the smoking skies
Sometimes barely tell the difference
Between darkness and light
Do we have faith in what we believe?
The truest test is when we cannot see
I hear pounding feet in the streets below
And the women crying and the children know
That there's something wrong
It's hard to...
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It Can't Rain All the Time
We walked the narrow path
Beneath the smoking skies
Sometimes barely tell the difference
Between darkness and light
Do we have faith in what we believe?
The truest test is when we cannot see
I hear pounding feet in the streets below
And the women crying and the children know
That there's something wrong
It's hard to...
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malloryknoxx:
Every crowd HAS to have one that does stuff like that. My group of friends includes a guy that does comedy skits for Second City in Chicago. He's out of his mind - always doing something hilarious.
Every crowd HAS to have one that does stuff like that. My group of friends includes a guy that does comedy skits for Second City in Chicago. He's out of his mind - always doing something hilarious.
Wow, just wow. I have never felt so lonely then right now.
I shouldn't feel sorry for myself, but my heart aches. The broken bits are stabbing me, hurting me. Knife in hand, slice my chest open. Pull the ribs back and rip it out. Stitch in hand needle and thread. Slowly, but surely my heart will be stitched together again. Every time I love...
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I shouldn't feel sorry for myself, but my heart aches. The broken bits are stabbing me, hurting me. Knife in hand, slice my chest open. Pull the ribs back and rip it out. Stitch in hand needle and thread. Slowly, but surely my heart will be stitched together again. Every time I love...
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krystalstarr:
I'm guessing I clicked on the little plus sign next to the event. I didn't know it added it, but I do now...haha 
drunkpandainc:
horse spank on the winter wonder bread!!!!!! have you seen the way to the promise land its full of jello stuffed jalepenos...eeewwwww. they smell like haggis. oh my brain is oozing out of my ear...wait...thats the cotton candy..yay candy candy......................candy............can.............dy........... growing on a turnip!!!!!!! jose quervo! margaritas!!!!!! yay!!!!!!!! yoga.......boo!!!!! pretzel is not the way of things with all its salty evil...evil like that of a rank biscuit coverd in chutney flavored bacon grease...ewwwww...ewww.. ew. now close you fist and look into the future of............Oi! heh laters woman.
Man how I despise coming down and having no more weed to smoke. I still loathe this no money situation. My belly is grumbling and I can't eat til tonight. he he What life is like for me sometimes. Tis be friday that I shall smoke once again.
Oh Jeebus I kicked so much ass palying Halo 2 on saturday. WHOO
I was happy to...
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Oh Jeebus I kicked so much ass palying Halo 2 on saturday. WHOO
I was happy to...
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ash:
ya know, for some reason ... peoples accounts last longer than they think they do. My hubby's account went out like .. 2 months after it was supposed to. No one bought him an account, it just .. happened that way? lol
and iced mochas contain espresso .. which is much higher in caffeine content than actual coffee. But! It does taste much different than coffee, so maybe thats why u like it!
and iced mochas contain espresso .. which is much higher in caffeine content than actual coffee. But! It does taste much different than coffee, so maybe thats why u like it!
holy_mountain:
Who needs food when you have drugs right hehe? Well unless you have weed and then you get the munchies. I think everyone plays video games better when they're stoned haha.
Well unless you have weed and then you get the munchies. I think everyone plays video games better when they're stoned haha. Wow what a fucken week its been.
My energy level has gone down dramatically, but then again when going to bed in the extreme hours and having to wake up at 6:30 will screw you up.
I'm staying in tonight to watch movies and hopefully smoke myself retarded if I make enough money tonight. Its been since last saturday since I smoked. ARGH No money...
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My energy level has gone down dramatically, but then again when going to bed in the extreme hours and having to wake up at 6:30 will screw you up.
I'm staying in tonight to watch movies and hopefully smoke myself retarded if I make enough money tonight. Its been since last saturday since I smoked. ARGH No money...
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b57913:
I swear I'll get you on the phone sometime soon.
mrsmutty:
Of course I knew it would be painful. I didn't think it would feel like flesh-being-peeled-off-with-a-blowtorch painful though. Not that I was complaining, then or now. It was nothing. I love it. 
Not that I was complaining, then or now. It was nothing. I love it. Yay for Texas!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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vonbaxter:
Hey you! I might come down there in a few weeks (if the money situation works out right :-P) We are DEFINITELY going to have to meet up :-D
mago:
here I am, there you are...
go'on head and git dowwwn wit taxas now y'hear...aww yur gon git me fur this one..hehe
go'on head and git dowwwn wit taxas now y'hear...aww yur gon git me fur this one..hehe
What is that?
Crimson stains
Blades crusted over
Johnny's My hero
& To All who read my ramblings
Crimson stains
Blades crusted over
Johnny's My hero
& To All who read my ramblings
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faelynia:
who's johnny?!?!
katiebarthedoor:
the gorillaz fansite. i'm a huge fan. http://fans.gorillaz.com/fans/buddyicons.html
ive been listening to rock the house all week!
ive been listening to rock the house all week!
Fuck
Pain
Dead inside
Looking for answers that nobody knows................
Pain
Dead inside
Looking for answers that nobody knows................
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energy_____:
Hang in there.
ash:
awww, whats a matter??? tell mamma ash
tell mamma ashYou know what I love? Having no money in the bank and not having money to spend. I have to live off of Dominos cause somehow my dorkass overdrew. "Get both tires, not just one." Well that right there made me overdraw. If I had only gotten one a couple weeks back then I would have been okay, but not really I bet. Crappity crap...
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lilyk:
i never said i quit anything. don't know where you go that one??
yes, it is pouring here and all the tourist s are freaking out- which i personally find hilarious
yes, it is pouring here and all the tourist s are freaking out- which i personally find hilarious
katiebarthedoor:
hey, i just got on a bit ago from work.
all my bitches where pining over my absence.
all my bitches where pining over my absence.
I is soooooo tired. Going to bed at 2 am then waking at 6:30 am sucks balls. Im freakin stoked for the weekend.
Last night rocked the fucken cassba!!!!
I have always wanted to shoot a gun and finally got the chance to with Mr. Bullet the Tooth Tony and two dork asses.
Good times were had and I was great entertainment for the evening...
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Last night rocked the fucken cassba!!!!
I have always wanted to shoot a gun and finally got the chance to with Mr. Bullet the Tooth Tony and two dork asses.
Good times were had and I was great entertainment for the evening...
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zanafar:
Sounds like you ad fun
A DESERT EAGLE!!!!! Im impressed
A DESERT EAGLE!!!!! Im impressed
_thegrifter_:
Halo 2 deathmatch and I'm not invited? I know I'm a tad out of practice but..
Bowling Sunday! Gonna be on time?
I know I'm a tad out of practice but..
Bowling Sunday! Gonna be on time?
Memory 2-16-05
Swirl of thought and emotion
None really hover over the other
Sadness seems to last, but only
when she sees his face
Inhaling hurts when lying down
Broken bones have still to mend
Bloody tears have washed away
staining the white sheets
She smells something sweet
wafting in the air
Inhaling deeply she begins to
fade away
Sleep takes hold as she falls...
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Swirl of thought and emotion
None really hover over the other
Sadness seems to last, but only
when she sees his face
Inhaling hurts when lying down
Broken bones have still to mend
Bloody tears have washed away
staining the white sheets
She smells something sweet
wafting in the air
Inhaling deeply she begins to
fade away
Sleep takes hold as she falls...
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pingz:
Sorry. No bowling. At this second i'm preparing to catch my 6:37am flight to New Orleans, LA. I won't be back till Monday morning. 
noctem:
The "bloody tears" and the "painful kiss" is what I was thinking of. And when it said "She wonders why life had to end
for a new one to begin" sounded like how the human body dies before one becomes a vampire. I dunno, that's just what I thought of when I read it And yeah, I think any kind of creative expression is theraputic for people. Late.....
for a new one to begin" sounded like how the human body dies before one becomes a vampire. I dunno, that's just what I thought of when I read it
And yeah, I think any kind of creative expression is theraputic for people. Late.....The inhale makes the exhale so much better
- Stonesour
Alot of people think Karma is just a joke, but I think its real. I have done good for others all my life and I got some of that goodness back to me.
I have been having a craptastic feb. and for those few who I talk to on here know why.
I had my...
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- Stonesour
Alot of people think Karma is just a joke, but I think its real. I have done good for others all my life and I got some of that goodness back to me.
I have been having a craptastic feb. and for those few who I talk to on here know why.
I had my...
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holy_mountain:
Being in the pit for Slipknot would be insane! Have fun at that.
I'd like to think that karma is real but sometimes I have my doubts.
I'd like to think that karma is real but sometimes I have my doubts.
katiebarthedoor:
i dunno. i couldnt get through school without my ritalin..
it amazes me when kids get that depressed or angry. i've had three friends clip themselves. and theyre problems werent so bad.
the saddest is i think one did it because he was secretly gay.
everyone thinks it was the drugs.
i saw the 5,6,7,8's in japan twice. there used to be a huge rockabilly scene in japan.
i have to go into work for an hour or so. i'll holler when i get back.
it amazes me when kids get that depressed or angry. i've had three friends clip themselves. and theyre problems werent so bad.
the saddest is i think one did it because he was secretly gay.
everyone thinks it was the drugs.
i saw the 5,6,7,8's in japan twice. there used to be a huge rockabilly scene in japan.
i have to go into work for an hour or so. i'll holler when i get back.
Yay for your school not blocking SG!!!! That's pretty surprising, actually. Props to whoever runs the computer lab!