allwaysbeclosing

Don't leave.
Stay.
If not for the pornography,
then for the feedback.

You oughta post your writings and ramblings.
I can't tell you how much more interested I am in reading those sorts of things than the everyday crap most people think I want to read.

Who wants to know what crap you ate for breakfast and what crap you intend to buy later at Hot Topic?

Not me, says I.

Write me something real, says I.

I've found SG to be wonderful for writing self-esteem.
I post several other places and this is the only place I ever actually get any feedback.

An' lo an' behold:
They like it.

Keeps me writing and keeps me coming back.

seems like my last comment in your jounal was mostly bitching....sorry about that

yeah.....i guess if this site was free there'd(yay a new word) be a lot more people on here that have lost interest but stay for the boobies(i guess?) i dont know why but i feel that most of the time im only here for the boobies and not for the human interaction its kinda hard for me to talk to people i will never meat(haha!...) thats why i will probably end up back at my local message boards

just got excepted into SGVA...kinda....and i have to keep adjusting to the fact that my boyfriend keeps losing his job...this time he didnt quit but was asked to quit because the people he was trying to get a loan from(to go to conducting school) called his work to check up on him so they didnt want to waste there time training him(because the class starts in late January)...he had only worked there 3 days and hes been out of work for a month.......grrrrrrrrrrrrr.........what will be fucked is if he doesnt get the loan and neither of his parents co-signs...
plus i have to pay his bills this month and im pretty sure he'll use an excuse not to pay me back....and i have to put up with him constantly being an internet geek
seriously....he gets up he gets online and stays online all day....until he has to go to sleep...

sorry for unloading on you its just so frustrating to not want to give up on someone and feel that thats your only option.

Ooo, I'll have to try Hidden Valley Fiesta Ranch. Sounds good.

So explain why you hate Walmart. I just go there because I am a poor college student, and Walmart is cheap. I'm interested to know what your views on Walmart are, though.

I hope playing with horses was fun. I'm slightly scared of them too - although they're beautiful.

Sad, but true.

wow, i read your journal entry from friday, and thought it was my own writing! except for the alcohol; i'm more of a fine herb type of girl.

btw - you're only 23. that's not too old for second chances, nor for exploring other possibilities/situations/etc.

i wish you all the best in getting through this time of your life. i'm 26 and still going through it. it's been nine years now, though i have good times thrown in occasionally.

meds just make me numb. then i don't care what the hell i do to anyone. kinda sad.

path of self-destruction.

sounds like what im on.....im such a paranoid person that it takes me forever to make friends when i move and forever to trust people.....i go through stages where im happy for a while and then depressed for a really long time.....the littlest things send me somewhere into the past where something bad occurred....i generally try to keep myself down for the fear that if i dont i will only end up getting hurt even more in the end.........most of the time i feel that my life runs in a constant circle of three months......every three months something big and drammatic happens and everythings different....sometimes for the better sometimes for the worse......

It's less polished because I had no time.
But I wanted to jot something down to make myself feel better.
They can't all be gems.

crooked noses can be sexy, you know, like TOM CRUISE...or something...i dunno ... uhh...eat lots of turkey!!!!!

You are 150% right about personalized mix tapes-CDs being the best gifts. I still have the first one my now husband gave me in high school, and it's one of my favorite belongings.

I'm glad the DBT show rocked. Hope your weekend is just as good!

everyone seems to be jumping ship these days.

if only it were that easy....

We are walking slowly along the path of the collapse of this nation. You hit it right on the head with your description. Economically, socially, physically this nation cannot sustain itself at this rate. The only problem is that war (as we are seeing plus more) will be our last ditch effort to maintane power at all costs. This nation's death rattle will be like none heard before. It will shake the planet.

All we can do is struggle against it. We may never stop it, but we can atleast try.

Oh, but I am having a Birthday party this Saturday, with a James Joyce theme.

Okay.
I didn't send it to the AOL,
I replied to your YAHOO one.
That explains it.

i also considered trying to get some girls from the site to go with me and terrorize the yuppie spawn, but, really, who would want to go to somebody ELSE's crappy reunion?

okay, a weekend.

i'll steal my boyfriend's bass and leavea Dear John note.

im learning how to play the bass but then again im no where near Keller and i suck and im slow.

thats a really fucking horrible thing to say.....oh the things they could say of america, that would be most likely be truthful....like that were evil devil worshipping warmongers etc. etc. etc.