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Monday Feb 08, 2010

Feb 7, 2010
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I guess i should do a real update instead of just random pictures....
So what goes on in my world?.... if your interested then read on, if your not.... then this will be boring so dont!

My Week is all work and some play.....

Work #1 Personal Trainer at a gym training about 25-30, 1/2 hour sessions a week
Work # 2 Spray Tan Technician.... just starting out, building my buisness

Play: Spending time with my boyfriend.... however work always seems to creep into that too.... for me and him.

Working for yourself is hard... you dont just go to work and come home, you are working ALL the time..... when im not physically at work, im thinking about work, organising work, or thinking of ways to get more work.

Im not complaining, i like it, i like working my own hours and not answering to anyone, but it is also stressful. Its hard to have a day off, i cant have a sick day.... and my income is not stable...... but i hope things pick up soon.

My job itself though, i wouldnt even really call a job, its fun and i dont dread going in. I get to go into the gym and be surrounded by positive people that are there to improve themselves and their physical and mental strength. I get to help people realise their potential and reach goals that they thought were unnatainable. I get to see the most amazing transformations and changes in people. Its awesome and im lucky to get paid for it....

The spray tanning thing is going to be great too.... it will work perfectly on the side of my pt business, i like doing it and like getting tanned myself and its a great product. The hours and the cost to run the business was very appealing.

So yeah im hoping the rest of the financial year will be more prosperous than the first! I REALLY want to move into a house in July, even if it means i have to pay more rent than others.... and id really like to pay off my credit card and be debt free again so that i can start to achieve my next goals....

I really hate that all i seem to think about is how i want more money, i hate being money hungry when i know there are people worse off than me, but id like to think that when i am finally set up and comfortable i can do something to help others less fortunate in my own way....

Anyways im rambling now....

On other news, on the 22nd Feb i celebrate a year with my boyfriend Rob..... things have been interesting.... ive learned so much about myself in the last year with his help. Ive never had a boyfriend like him before, he genuinly cares about me, about what i do..... everything..... and he listens!.... most of the time. im used to being in relationships where honestly i have kept to myself, ive never really spoke my mind, ive never been one to ask for help. Ive never even been the kind of person to come home and talk about my day, what makes me happy and what makes me sad..... but with Rob its different, he makes me talk.... but sometimes i have bad days where i still shut him off.... im trying to improve, its not that i dont trust him im just insecure and ask myself 'why would he care, its not worth telling him'..... rambling again!

Anyhoo, we have gone through alot together the last 12 months and its amazing that all the time we are still learning new things about eachother, but all round things are going well. We are going to Noosa for a weekend to celebrate and i cant wait. We both work so hard, him especially, and i cant wait just to relax and not think about any of it, well not intentionally anyway.

Thats pretty much my life at the moment, i have alot of things to improve on, i dont leave nearly enough time for friends and family and this bothers me alot, im just hoping that soon all this hard work pays off and i have a bit more time and play money to have some fun!

Well theres the blog thats been 6 months in the waiting... still not to exciting, but kinda nice even for myself to write it all down smile

I leave you with some pics of some awesome people i know... biggrin





VIEW 4 of 4 COMMENTS
scotty:
Yup, she's great smile

Awww... you really should give it a go hun. 3 of the girls there last night hadn't modeled at all before, and they did great!
Feb 18, 2010
scotty:
For sure biggrin
Feb 18, 2010

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