allure

Ok so i have been home for a month now! It is going fast but not fast enough, i am just eager to get back into the swing of things. I have managed to buy myself a new car with cash and very excited of the concept of not having any loans!
Next is looking for a house which i think might be a bit hard around christmas time.... but can only try.
Then is the exciting part! On the 13th of November i am doing my First Aid and CPR and then i can finally register with Fitness Australia which means i can finally get my dream job!!! I am so excited and frickin scared at the same time, but i see myself doing it so it is all very exciting. So buy Christmas i am going to have everything i ever wanted.
Then i am going to pay off my small credit card debt and start saving my ass off!!!!! i Hope to buy a house in the next few years or maybe go on a holiday, who knows.
The next few years are going to be my smart years and i cant wait to see the rewards.

I wonder whether people find me annoying, i have a completely different outlook to how i used to. I have seen too many people suffer and bad things happen. I am completley grateful for what i have and i guess that makes me more positive. I really find it hard now to sympethise with people that complain about trivial shit. Instead i like to give advice and tell them things could be worse lol..... i think i go about things the wrong way, all i am tying to do is make people realise they have the power to change everything in their life....

now i am babbling on........

by the way there is nothing wrong with having a rant... im just saying after the rant sleep on it and then have a think whether it was really worth it or if you can let it go