I'm not entirely new to Suicide Girls. I had an account a few years ago. I had just gotten my cochlear implant and entered an entirely new world with sound. I didn't think well verbally or speak it at all. Over time I got better. I learned my musical tastes and ideas changed like... sound that felt so good to me at one time sounded so different with my ears. I realized why I enjoyed some and why others were horrible. I would get fascinated with the idea that everyone had their own set of words and they all sounded different. English, Spanish, French... it didn't matter that I didn't understand. Only that the words seemed so beautiful when people said them and I could hear for the first time. I'm still not very verbal but I type ideas in it much better and... I remember a few faces. Some who were very understanding that I had a very hard time making the words connect, others that gave me a hard time because nothing ever came out right. Faces I missed and ones I wanted to forget. It's good overall to see SG again and realize the world with sound isn't so massive to me anymore or so unattainable. It's good to be back.
