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Monday May 05, 2003

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I'm going to wake up at the crack of dawn to go play with my new shotgun. Then, to the gym to achieve mass gains. I'll then get home, eat a nutritious meal, and drink lots of water. I'll shower, feel physically terrible because of withdrawls, and go about the rest of my day. All before 9am.

And that will make me happy. That's what I did last week and it worked. It's what I used to do when I didn't drink 7 days a week. It worked.

I've always agreed with you and I believe it. When you wake up in the morning, if you want a good day, if you want to be happy, the ball is in your court.

I'm done making excuses. I just want to feel shitty yet great and fight for my good days. I want to continue to get this huge grin on my face when you call. I want to keep on having my day made just from hearing you laugh.

All I can do is hope you stick by me and forgive me.

Gogo sleeping pills ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~



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