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allonblack

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Monday May 05, 2003

May 5, 2003
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I can be the worlds biggest retard sometimes. See? I told you that you aren't a retard. I'm the one with the downs.

I guess it's jjust hard for me to trust anyone. I've never been given any reason to ever trust someone. But, I trust you. I'm just a little scared is all. And, here in lies my defense mechanism. I'll get over it.

God I'm so fucking sorry.

Well, tomorrow is a new day. That's all I have to worry about. What I chose to do with it.

I'll fight for me. I'll fight for you. I said I would and I honor my promises. Please don't give up on me. I'm going to make it out. I don't want to live like that anymore. It's not worth it.

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allonblack:
Todays words of wisdom:

"Take it as it comes" - my alcoholic friend that has been dry for 9 months now.

"Every great couple has some amazing story about how they met. That's why I'm single. Nothing amazing ever happens to me" - George Costanza

"To love someone, is to abandon all fear" - The cook guy from Dinner & a Movie

The moral of the story,

"This is the part of me, that, learns from sitcoms" - Isaac Brock

Funny where you'll hear the exact words you need to hear and specific times. Thanks cook from Dinner & a Movie!!!
May 5, 2003
emily:
kiss
May 5, 2003

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