allonblack

I can't shake this really grumpy insecure feeling I've had these last couple days. I keep second guessing every decision I make. I don't know what the fuck is going on. Probably just the aftermath of last week. What an awful, awful last week it was. As I was telling the girl I want to marry, I feel really fragile right now. I don't know what that even means. I feel kind of weak. Vulnerable. Not good.

99% of the time I'm ready to run through brick walls, save the princess and bend exhaust pipe all in one swift motion. Who knows... I'm sure it will pass because it's just not very settling.

I've got socks coming in the mail. So, I've got that going for me.