I should have taken your advice Jackie. I got shit drunk at the bar and I'm back home. I want to go back to the bar, not go to work, then go back to the bar.
I gave the girl an ultimatum though. And of course she hasn't called me back. So, that's done. Oh fucking well. She wanted me to chase her, and I did. And it was going fucking no where. I don't do that puppet thing too well. Ultimately she's more trouble than she's worth. But, I really liked her. We had tons in common, and she was the most attractive girl I've ever dated.
Who knows.... I'm going back to the bar. This is stupid.
I gave the girl an ultimatum though. And of course she hasn't called me back. So, that's done. Oh fucking well. She wanted me to chase her, and I did. And it was going fucking no where. I don't do that puppet thing too well. Ultimately she's more trouble than she's worth. But, I really liked her. We had tons in common, and she was the most attractive girl I've ever dated.
Who knows.... I'm going back to the bar. This is stupid.
I wish I was the moon. I'm so tired.
Love,
Jay